Always wonder if any girl tat noe me would look at me as someone of "partner" potential. no, not love-sick or any of tat nonsense. Just a tot. Coz like i say, nowadays have been giving quite some ppl "advice" on matters of heart. Seriously, i am like the LEAST qualified person to do such a duty. I have neva had a gf, and can't really say i have been out on a date seriously and have not really successfully went after a girl. So sometime i oso find it very interesting by the fact tat i keep getting ppl coming to me asking what they should do. So farni. But i guess i have been giving decent advices so tat's why they keep coming back for more. HAHA. Hmm, actually i have not even like went crazy after alot of ppl. OK, there is WX in pri, KC in sec, then came the horrible JC when you have JL, CL, AY, (just crush) and of course YS and XN ( these two most severe crush). Then NJ not really coz i was sleepwalking during tat period of time. But got to meet really nice ppl like Z, T, C and of course Y. OK... you noe wat, i have always blasted mike kwan for "codenaming" his gfs or the girls he like. BUT in this case i have to code name coz it is strictly to protect these ppl. I dun want the single fantasy of me cause them any distraut or trouble or most likely, shame. HAHAHHAAH. so you can see, i have been nth short of a complete mess in this area. And i really dun interact all tat much with the opposite sex now i am in US. Friendly tok is one thing. No solid deep toks to really worth mention abt. hmm... mayb once or twice, but those once in a blue moon kinda thing really no pt tokking about. Mayb oso coz i really can't be bothered with this kind of thing. So i most of the time very bo char attitude and thus, i am sure i not very taken seriously. Nonono, i am not saying i am desperate for attention or want to be taken seriously now, (hmm... correction, of course i want some decent amt of respect and be taken with a fair share of seriousness laaaa, but you noe wat i mean... blah..) but just tat i wonder if any girl will look at me as someone serious enuff or has wat it take as a person of "partner" potential. Get my pt? of course i dun mind ppl regard me as just a average nice and farni guy. but you noe... will be nice to be taken just a ted more serious than tat. coz i really dun think tat is the case rite now. HAHAH. not important.
Actually, i guess the biggest thing rite now is the discovery tat Batcha is still alive and kicking. Ok... here is how the Batcha incident happened.
Me and Batcha was suppose to go watch movie this wednesday 23rd July. So we agreed a week b4 tat i will call him the weekend b4 tat to settle the details. So i start calling him from last friday the 18th. But no matter how many times, no one pick up the phone. Then he is oso not online on MSN or AIM. so initially i tot he is just doing the batcha thing of sleeping 24 or 48 hrs marathon. So anywae i just keep trying to call him every two hour or so from the moment i wake up till i sleep at around 3-4 am. Still, after the weekend i really start to get worried. Coz we has planned to settle the movie details and yet i cannot contact him and he neva try to contact me at all. So i went over to baits a couple of times to knock on his door. and it was locked. ok... batcha has this habit of not locking his door. which is kinda not very safe, but it oso work to my advantage coz i can just drop by his room and enter anytime. But for the two times i went there, his door was locked. something he will only do if he leave the room. and for those tat know batcha, he dun move outside his room all tat much. so i really start to worry about wat could possibily happen to him. And i alerted other malaysians living in baits kampong about it. Yet, the report i got was even more alarming coz it seems tat no one has seen Batcha for the past few days oso. even jebai who initially just say batcha is just doing the batcha thing and onli breaking his last yr record onli began to get a little worry (he won't admit... chiron is too cool to admit such things. HAHA) so it was really getting on my nerve and i start to alert everyone about batcha and ask them to keep an eye out.
So came yesterday. One week after i cannot find batcha tat i decide to get into the bottom of this mystery. (if necessary, call the police... yup i was tat worried) coz i had this really bad nitemare abt wat could have happened on thursday nite. weird dreams consisting of all sorts of combi of wat could have happen. Like him dying in his room, he went on road trip, he went to cinema by himself and got caught by police and got locked up, etc etc. Just damn weird combi of ANY POSSIBLE scenario for why batcha happened. So after i did my errand for tat day which consist seeing my academic advisor and getting some documents signed by the north campus Icenter, i charged to baits again. I knocked on batcha's locked door for 15 minutes and still got no reply. went to knock on his suite mates door, but dun have any response oso (oh, one scenario in tat dream is tat batcha got murdered by his suite mate... shit...) so i went to stick around at epol's room playing CS till about 9 and i went over to check out azwan and see if he got see batcha. Well, call it stroke of genius or pure stupidity or ultimate desperation b4 i was going to call the cops to break into batcha's room. I was tokking to Azwan thru his window coz i tot it was fun (and coz his room is on grnd floor). Coz i called him first using my cell from outside his window and tok really loud into the window so he could hear two voices and tat make him really confused. HAHAH... so anywae, it then occurred to me tat i should go around to the back of the other side of the lee house and try to peek into batcha's window (he oso on grnd floor). Ok... here is the danger. It was getting dark and it was a slope kinda thing at the back of lee house. so one mis-step and i will roll into the trees below. and god knows wat nonsense is in tat wood to start with. But anywae, i decide to go around the back and take a look.
Anywae, as i was walking really carefully, i saw only light thru ONE window from tat row batcha was in. So my heart was really pumping bad coz i was really hoping it is from batcha's room. yup, it was, and batcha is infront of his comp. ok... damn happy. so i call out to him and act cool. yup, and tat big fella just smile smile and look at me like some idiot and ask me what i doing peeking from the window (ok... actually it IS a very idiotic act... but heck, i abit desperate get wat i mean?!) but anywae i told him very briefly (still outside the window) tat i have been trying to contact him for so blardy long time laaa and so were the others and everyone is a little worried. then he told me he suspect something is wrong with his phone. Hmm... anywae since i found him, i decide to go inside his room.
Once inside, i use my cell to call his phone and really no ring sound. Then i flick the switch at the side of the phone and the phone start to ring. ALAMAK. Batcha switched off the ringer LAAAAA... ALAMAK!!! all these chaos due to tat blardy switch. shit. So anywae the champion oso told me tat he was WONDERING how come he dun feel loved and no body been calling him. And oh yeah, he forgot to sign on MSN. WHY? coz he had been busy. oh, to be more exact, he was trying to be a Trekkie. actually, a full 18GB full of STAR TREK : Da Next Gen episodes. ALAMAK. champion, he was so engrossed in this collection tat he totally gone case. alamak. wat can i say? but anywae he signed onto MSN for the first time in a week and throngs of ppl came to pay him a visit. ok laaa... not say throng oso laaa, jebai, hapiz and epol. HAHAHA. damn farni incident. MUAHAHAH.
Anywae, we gonna go birchrun this coming wed and movie this thursday. HAHAH... all's well end's well.
posted by David at 7/26/2003 05:09:00 PM