To my friends:
There is no need to say nice things in front of me, but just please remember to say thank you and remind me time and again whenever i did something wrong and point out where i had faulted.
Wat kind of friend would i be if i onli say the things you wanna hear? Wat kind of friend would i be if i need to sugar coat watever word i have to say to you? Wat kind of friend if i hold back my fist when you are doing silly things to yourself and should be punched?
It is not about being tactful. I would rather you hate me for saying it than me hating myself for not saying it to you when i have the chance. If you wanna hate me, hate me for trying to be as true a friend as i can be. I dun want to wear a mask in front of someone i call friend. I apologise if my frank-ness caused any harm to you, but pls remember it was neva my intention to hurt you.
My definition of friend has always been blasted by ppl i noe. Actually, i dun even noe wat is my definition of it. I call ppl tat nobody trust as my friend simply coz he has neva cheated me before. I call ppl tat most consider to be fair weather friends as my friends simply coz they have neva try to cheat me oso. I have no problem chatting with the so call outkast of the group or mix with those deemed uncool around me. I dun see the problem with me doing tat, but to those tat consider themselves to be true friends of mine, they feel insulted n such to be grouped in the same category as "those" ppl by me. HAHAHAH... i can understand why they feel this way... but i fail to be convinced on why i should place such a emphasize on those differences.
There is a chinese saying which means tat a gentleman tat associate himself with thieves will cause other gentleman to distant themselves from him. But who can be the judge to say who is the thief? Can millionaires tat buy over companies and lay off hundreds of workers and leave them with peanuts to feed their family be considered more noble to a man tat rob in order to feed his family? nah... i hate such differentiations. But ppl always like to judge things. Us VS Them. Good VS Bad. So tiring... how the hell do you think those World War started? there is a need to classify things, but my point is, i just dun like to classify things tat others would think it is necessary to. OH WELL... as usual, i dun make too much of sense here rite?! hahah... good good, exactly wat i want it to be!!! like this then ppl will read it and come up with all sorts of weird explanations of wat i had said and think i am the biggest jerk/freak/asshole/genius in the world!!! isn't it fun?!?!
btw, notice i am trying to use proper sentence structure?? i wrote it in the long blog i wrote last time that i am trying to make it a point to write properly. The "..." i have been using is really affecting my essay writing skill. It kinda adds on to the in-coherent-ness of wat i write. So i guess i should take the first step of cutting down on the "..." on wat i blog!!! HAHAHAH
posted by David at 7/03/2003 01:35:00 AM