yet again, i am procrastinating and blogging. hahah, blogging takes all the blame for me not wanting to do my work. A combination of super spicy diet over the past few days and total lack of sleep has finally resulted in me having a bad throat and a worse nose. Not feeling well at all, so i went to bed early yesterday at 2am. MUAHHA... did i just said tat going to bed at 2am is consider EARLY?!?! seriously man, this is quite sad, but with so much readings to do, sleeping 3-4 hours is not uncommon ya noe. But once i start to fall sick, tat is a different matter all together and so i need to figure out how to eat fast, yet healthy so tat i can enjoy the JOY of staying up late into the nite (or should i say EARLY into the morning and see the sun rising?!?! MUAHAHAH)
Reading really alot. It is not like read oledi then ok you noe. I keep telling myself, if i am gonna do poli sci for a living, then HELL i have to know my shit well and inside out. So right now i am doing my readings REALLY REALLY slowly. It is not as if i used to just whack thru my readings and forget everything. no. I have pretty good memory of wat i read when i used to read like 3 times faster. but it is kinda like a very broadstroke of wat is going on. so now i am trying to read more slowly, hopefully more carefully also, so i can remember the details more clearly. Hopefully by doing so I can learn more. If it really dun work out, then i will switch back to my usual method after the trail period ends after the first midterm. Wat happen to my usual philosophy of if-it-aint-broke-i-am-too-goddamn-lazy-to-fix-it ???? hmm... i oso dunnoe. maybe i just really really dun wanna screw things up and wanna make a real serious effort of making things better. hopefully things work out. we'll see.
Ok. So the Taiwantank is getting sick again. So let's blog abt something interesting to lighten up the mood and spirit shall we?!?! YES YES!!! and wat else can be more interesting, more joy and brings up the spirit of every male than the talk/though of galz?!?!? YEAH BABY BRING IT ON!!!
let's start with something i promised to blog the last time round, abt women and age. No, not gonna talk abt how woman look more disgusting as they age. in fact, it is abt women and how as guys age, they look different to them. Ok, you noe last time you can look at girls and kinda tell roughly if they are your age or something like tat? from the way they behave, like if they more mature than you, then they are probably older or vice versa... but it is just something i observed lah. but this system of observation of figuring out if a girl is around ya age dun seem to be working nowadays you noe. like when i worked in ILL. The girls there all look (to me) like fella college girls n should be around my age. Then to my surprise (and a little horror actually...), one of them is like married (then divorced) oledi, the other one is married also and into the mid 30s and one more is going back to school after a break of 2 yrs to do her masters. HMMMM... so all these ppl are at least half a decade older than me. and in the first case, which i initially just tot of her as one of those party college girl, is like a decade older than me!!! how shocking is this? have i come to an age where every young woman on the street is gonna look like MY AGE (i.e. my range... if ya noe wat i mean... hahah) ?!?!?!?!?! so the range is like from 15 - 30 all look compatible. wah lao eh... something is seriously wrong. any guys out there have any idea abt it?!
hmm... the lower range of the age thing is kinda off. a 20 yr old guy after a 15 yr old girl is kinda off. REALLY OFF. but rite now, there is a 22 yr old guy going after a 17 yr old girl tat i noe of. so we are still tokking the same proportion of age rite?!?! so this brings me to the next pt abt older men HUNTING/PREYING on younger girls. kk, to be more precise. SENIORS preying/hunting on freshies. i mean this is damn common rite? takes two to tangle. freshie girl need someone to look after, and old senior need company. sound damn off rite? kk... so you basically know my pt of view on this. some ppl just argue things like "aiya, can click wat so wat is wrong with tat?" kk... tat is ALWAYS the excuse those guys use. can click can click... f off lah!!! 99% of the time is just coz the freshie is hot and pretty onli lah you Fcuk face. of course there are exceptions lah so got tat 1%. but most of the time is purely superficial lah. can click my ass lah. freshie sitting there listening to all your thoughtful insight on how college life is dun consider as clicking lah you dick. kk... getting very psych up now. coz i really think those ppl are losers you noe. can't impress girls from their own batch/year so must prey on younger ones. tat is like how sad?! and worse, they are so proud and full of it. parading their new prey around as if they very good/impressive. but pls lah... you guys noe how many ppl are luffing behind ya?! no doubt having a pretty girl beside ya as you slowly walk down South U does make ppl envious lah, but PLS GET SOMEONE YOUR OWN AGE!!! argh. low standard, cannot make it.
but then again. who really gives a shit rite? as long as got hot chic who really care rite? like Nik say, if can cover the face and fire the base, wat is wrong with going after younger girls rite? i mean this is a superficial world. takes two to tango, so if the freshie want a "dependable" (honey i need to go meijer! sure dear, be there in 5 minutes to pick ya up in my second-hand '91 Honda Civics-- very dependable.), "happening" (knows like everyone and got access to frat parties) and "smart" (come, let me tell you a story... when i was a freshie...) and the guys just wanna have a hot chic to get him thru his last cruel winter here in Michigan, then why should any asshole like me bother with them rite?!?! aiya... i very super diplomatic one ok. classic example. I sat in the bubble tea the other day, totally bored until cannot make it while a senior try like siao to impress a freshie girl. kk... this girl really look quite good. a lot of senior very onZ abt her. she looks pretty even for my super stringent criteria. very nice eye, face shape look nice (i dun like the sunken cheek type lah... so... kinda like Kyoko Fukada face shape, but just a little less fat.) and pretty cheerful personality. but nope, still not my type, coz she too sophisticated and obviously too damn rich liao. trying to hit on this type of ppl just make me feel stupid. so yeah, i was just there sitting coz i promised to go back with her to bursley together. of course she ask me to go first lah, but aiya, not as if i go back to my room got anything to do. and secondly, i really dun think it is a good idea to let a girl go back by herself this late at nite lah. So anywae, sat there like a freaking extra (no... i WAS an extra!!!) until 2am until tat guy oso damn tired liao (Andy came into bubble island towards the last ten minute so i manage to divert my attention somewhere else instead of suppressing the burning desire of laughing at how silly tat senior is as he try so hard to impress... *evil*). but yeah... the whole experience only reaffirm my believe just how annoying it is for a senior to prey on the freshies. very annoying
kk. so wat is the conclusion of this suppose to be spirit-lifting blog entry? so we have learn today that i am at a weird time of my life when all female looks like the within my range, and also the fact tat it is a despicable crime to prey on freshies (and the fact tat there are alot of hot/sweet/nice/decent taiwanese freshies out there... MUAHAHAH... EAT THIS YOU SINGAPOREANS HERE IN UofM!!!). So wat is the conclusion again? the Taiwantank is still leading a very enriching life just pio-ing girls and being cynical on this whole issue of BGR and relationship. He is making steady progress in terms of being more comfortable around girls but the fact still remains tat most girls find him sexually unattractive and a weirdo. MUAHAHHAAHAH... actually no one has dare risk their life to say tat to my face but basically tat is the kind of vibe and info i gathered from the way they treat me. well, anywae, Econ 401 hw awaits and the lecture is in 1hr 40 minutes. Shall i try to make an attempt to do it (think i really should) or pull my hair out on wat to eat for lunch. (shit man, i actually got cooked packed fried rice for lunch today, but i woke up late (coz seriously not feeling too well) and rush outta my room without taking the thing from my fridge... didn't even take shower in the morning, but luckily i took it last nite b4 i go to bed... heng ah... MUAHAHAH) hmm... i think this is wat i am gonna do. I shall spend the next 5 minute scan thru the HW, then go to OH after this to try to fish something outta my GSI. when all else fails, i shall give dear Yikai a buzz... MUAHHAHAHA... but tat still dun solve the problem of makan... *scratch itchy hair* (just kiddin... how to have itchy hair when you are botak?!?! you retard MUAHAHHA)
posted by David at 9/10/2003 11:30:00 AM