Dun ya just love U2 songs? love all of them ever since i heard the first one "staring at the sun". well, i know i started slow, and supposedly tat album is one of their lousiest. but wat the heck, like means like, no matter what others would say. but nowadays the lyrics just get betta and betta doesn't it?!?! kinda strikes a tune when you feeling trashy and messed up. in line with my old philosophy... sometimes i really hope these songs won't strike a cord with me. tat means i am neva in tat kind of sappy, sad mood. but guess everyone has their down times eh?
the pressure is there. i can seriously feel it. i am really trying to heck care abt all other things in my life right now. but it is damn hard. think i have a problem of focusing, or maybe i am just too goddamn duo xin (many heart) for my own good. trying to juggle too many things at the same time may well cause me to end up with nothing at the end of the day. hmm... poli sci midterm tomorrow. i so very want to do well for it. wanna kick some damn ass. i just hope i can remember all those goddamn points fast enough. it is like all the readings, all the reviews are just not making me confident enough. the pressure is slowing down my brain you noe. if you let me think and give me time, i can come up with everything, but not in the current agitated and frustrating mood now. argh... help!! hohoho, as if i am gonna get any. getting really used to not getting any help now. in fact, i feel lucky as long as no idiots come up and create more problems for me. darn. this can't be good. this ain't the way it is suppose to be.
posted by David at 10/15/2003 09:08:00 PM