I need to be more concious. I need to be more aware of myself sometimes. I think i am just like floating thru my life. I think this is not making much sense. I wish i can figure out what is going on more often. I wish i can procrastinate more. I want to take a firmer grip on my life. I want to end this lousy attempt to make my post have a rhyme to it.
HAHAHAHAH
Oh, i am done with Mao liao. at least for at least another week. I wanna have NOTHING to do with it. MUAHAH... kk... so how did the exam went yesterday? hmm... i think i probably will get 90 - 70 - 70 for the 3 respective qns i answered. First question answered 4 solid pages. then followed by TWO, then 2.5 pages. wah lao eh... really panicked. dun have anything to write oledi just sit there with 20 more minutes to go. The 2nd question is essentially asking us to describe wat is the Yan'an model and the Soviet Econ model. i use about 3/4 page and write finish oledi wat... then the second part of tat qn just ask us to figure out which model is distinctively used during the period of 1949 to 1968. of course Soviet lah... wat else you want me to crap about? but of course in TRUE rafflesian BS fashion, i managed to BS and stuffed a chunk of shitload info inside it to drag until damn long. Think this sux... those points are not exactly irrelevant. but to me they are considered redundant. so i have no idea wat the Prof and GSIs have in mind when they give us this kind of qn and expect us to write nonstop for 30 minutes.
The last qn i picked was on the decline of Qing dynasty due to Western Imperialism. Kk... the points should all be there. wah lao eh... if after going thru this topic under 2 Prof still cannot remember must go knock my head against some tofu oledi. but maybe it was due to me getting enuff wrist warm up oledi or something. write pretty fast. but then again, the points dun really translate into page numbers... yes... i noe it is silly and dumb to judge your performance according to page numbers... but i am just worried tat even though my points are there, i ain't elaborating enough or something like tat. so tat just plain sux... i oledi squeeze my brain juice out like siao oledi... argh... sob sob...
but tat is over. tonite going bowling with the TWSA. hahah... this should be fun!!
posted by David at 10/17/2003 11:10:00 AM