The time now is 3.14 am.
i have just re-read chapter 4 of governing china. the chapter on The Hair-ist Ideology, the Great Leap Backward and the Great Poorlitariate Cultural Devastation. This is the area tat i identify as my potential archilles heel. so i re-read it to consolidate my knowledge a little more.
So am i feeling more confident now? NAH... far from it. why? coz i will be depending ALOT on my pre governing china knowledge and wateva knowledge i gained during lectures. and of course, my on the spot reactions. this is screw up tactic to use when you wanna do well. but on this, i have onli one statement to say
i have had enough of Mao for this week. I am going to meet Zhou now regardless of the consequence. no, not Zhou Enlai dammit, Uncle Zhou from the Warring State period. I am not going to depend on caffeine like i did for tat econ week two weeks ago. screw it. nth is worth me over-screwing up my body n mess around with me health tat way. kk, Long Live Chairman Mao in your glass coffin. i am gonna rest now in my comfy bed now. Nite!!!
posted by David at 10/16/2003 03:20:00 AM