book my tix to St Louis oledi... cost me a whooping 120 buck... hmm... it is worth it without a doubt. get to travel and see teddy somemore, shiok leh?!?! finish my paper and all midterms liao... phew... almost died doing tat baby... but such a blast and challenge that i really enjoyed even though i almost died. HAHHA... i had to refocus and re-re-research my paper for like 5 times... from doing a specific case study of one of the western province, to the tension between the classes within province, to blah blah blah... can't remember liao... well, your brain tend to go funny when you hardly sleep for 2-3 days and sit in front of your computer for so long tat you had leg cramps... MUAHAHAH... okie fine... it is coz i have fat thighs you happy?!?! heehee...
so now till 12 dec will be a peaceful time liao... will start mugging after i get back from St Louis on the 29 Nov. but will bring some books with me over to read oso lah... should at least finish up more of the Hays readings... lagging quite a bit... the china one is still doing fine so tat is good!! yup, must do more for Hays... esp must finish tat goddam Gilpin book... argh... die... it is such a horribly dry and uninteresting book to read... but bo bian... esp when your prof declare tat he worships Gilpin MUAHAH!!
on a bad note, my computer is screw up even more. i try to reformat the drives over the past few days, and the onli thing i did was to reinstall XP again under a different user name, so all my former documents are still inside the HD but only now i cannot access them... how fun eh?! so now i am without a alarm clock, coz my HD is full liao so cannot install any new programs and MP3s argh.... HELP!!!!!
hmm.... andy and daphne both bloged in cheena about love n such... wah... jia lak... and sound so love sick somemore... yet restrain unlike some idiot *slap myself*... so wat is MY situation now? hmm... i oso dunnoe... like wat i have always say, it is crush. nth more than tat. she is someone tat i tot is interesting and would really like to noe better. but my shyness (yesh, stop laughing you idiots... i tend to suddenly realise there is such a thing call SHYNESS in the world when it comes to girls... sigh...) always stop me from tokking to them... couple with insecurity, lack of confidence and other serious crap shits so i will just foreva sit around and drool onli... MUAHHAHA... but like i told this other girl the other day, i tend to sit on my ass when it comes to love. perhaps i do wanna fall in love n stuff like tat, but i just tend to feel too lazy to make the moves n stuff... so of course won't expect to have anything with this kind of attitude lor. MUAHAHAH... aiyah... rite now i just dun feel anything about those things about love like waiting patiently for someone, thinking about someone despite the break and all tat stuff.. DOWN WITH LOVE!!! hahaha... i mean, i am really not in tat mood rite now for any of tat sensitive stuff... or some ppl call it the matters of the heart... sigh...
i shall sound cheena and cheem oso with this song here... MUAHAHA... HARLEM NO. 1 !!!!!
春泥 - 庾澄慶
漫天的話語紛亂落在耳際 你我沉默不響應
牽你的手 你卻哭紅了眼睛 路途漫長無止盡
多想提起勇氣 好好地呵護你 不讓你受委屈
苦也願意 那些痛的記憶 落在春的泥土裡
滋養了大地 開出下一個花季
風中你的淚滴 滴滴落在回憶裡 讓我們取名叫做珍惜
迷霧散盡 一切終於變清晰 愛與痛都成回憶 遺忘過去
繁花燦爛在天際 等待已有了結局
我會提起勇氣 好好地呵護你 不讓你受委屈 苦也願意
落在春的泥土裡 滋養了大地 開出下一個花季
落在春的泥土裡 滋養了大地 開出下一個花季
風中你的淚滴 滴滴落在回憶裡 讓我們取名叫做珍惜
風中你的淚滴 滴滴落在回憶裡 讓我們取名叫做珍惜
讓我們懂得學會珍惜
posted by David at 11/23/2003 01:54:00 PM