I hate quarreling with you. and i hate it even more when every time we argue, it is always about the same thing. I dunnoe if it is coz i am neva able to convey wat i feel to you correctly or you just dun wanna listen to wat i have to say. I noe you like your friends, and i noe i dun. but i dun see why we always have to argue about them. everytime i ask you to come to an event with me, this kind of thing always happen. i dun think i get anything by inviting you to these events. i just think it is sad to always hang out with the same bunch of ppl all the time. and yet everytime you choose not to attend those activites coz your friends dun want to come, and that you always say tat you dunnoe anyone there at the event.
if you neva go there, you will neva noe those ppl. do you think i knew these ppl the moment i came to UofM? If you onli go there when your friends are going, ask yourself if you are eva gonna make the genuine effort of knowing ppl there? or will you girls just gonna hang arnd the event and have your own fun as i am sure you will and probably enjoy it more than the awkwardness of meeting all new and strange ppl. i am just stating the obvious. i dunnoe why you cannot accept that and always start to get pissed wheneva i mention tat.
i am not asking you to ditch your friends to go to these events. but i just think it is sad if you dun do things just becoz they dun. why let them decide what you are gonna do? in fact there were even times you told me tat you might go to these events and promise to call me when you go (even though yeah, you did not promise to go), and yet when you didnot turn up, and neva bother to call oso. it is all fine by me. i mean seriously, dun go then dun go lah. i dun stand to lose anything. but as someone that you would somtimes call friend, i just feel that i will fail in my duty and be unworthy as a friend if i dun extend such invitation and make a genuine effort to invite you to come. and yes, i dun understand the logic of why you dun want to come oso.
wateva. it's your life. and i am not pissed tat you are not going. just really pissed tat we quarrelled again over such kind of thing.
posted by David at 1/23/2004 05:57:00 PM