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Wednesday, March 10, 2004
have this feeling that i am going all excited over things while the main player involve is like can't be bothered. or maybe it is just that women work on a different mechanism. took the effort to explain to her the need and urgency of doing things and focusing on certain issues, yet after i did all the work and preparations and waiting for her to press the button, she give me one liner style reply which essentially tells me that she has better things to worry about. kinda depressing isn't it? or am i just over reacting? or maybe i am not, coz i am really doing this outta charity, goodwill and not getting anything in return. this is a problem as always, i do all the hard shit work and no one appreciate and becomes so dispensable that the work i done is happily ignored. and why won't it be? afterall, i did this outta my own initiative, i am not getting paid or rewarded for doing this, it cost ppl absolutely nth to use my service, so why won't ppl just free-riding on me eh?! imaging having two plates of food in front of you, one given to you free, while the other you paid like 10 bucks for. both taste equally tasty but yet different, which one would you finish down to the last bit if you can onli choose one?! most ppl would probably go for the one tat he/she paid for coz more is at stake and put into it for it to be there. while the other? it is there, it is free, it cost nth from you. so why not giving it less priority!!?!? haha... maybe i just have this thing for being abused and used for unappreciated work eh?! i'm luving it!!!
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