feeling majorly piss now. you noe tat creepy line from 6th sense "i see dead people"? well... here is something even creepier in my opinion.
"I SEE FAKE PEOPLE!!!"
i think this is more fucked up than anything else. dun be a blardy faker. and i am just increasingly feeling that people are just so blardy fake in their own ways around me. and tat just pisses me off big time. here are 2 incidents tat happened recently that make me feel so.
case 1
i have been here for almost 2 years oledi. and you noe who you are. but after so long, and despite repeated me inviting you to go out makan with me n catch up n such, you neva want to. always tell me you are busy or wat not. fine. and i noe perfectly well you just dun wanna hang out with me. so maybe i am a asshole tat is so blardy rough and uncultured and just not gd enuff for you. i dun care. i am doing this coz we were classmates last time for 2 yrs, and even for the level of being acquainted, i think some level of courtesy still applies. you dun wanna mingle with me, fine, THEN DON'T!!!! it is my life, and your life. if you wish to limit the amt of times our paths cross, it is ALSO fine with me, but dun come nosing into MY business when obviously you have shown that you heck care less on other occasions? yeah, so i have been hanging out with monika quite some time, but tat has nth to do with you bitch. no matter if i am going out with her, or just merely friend is NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS. understand? dun come nosing into ppl's life coz you ain't got no fucking rite to do tat. coz you have let me down time n again that you can't be bothered with me. so dun be a moron and nose into ppl and gossip abt ppl. it is frustrating coz you ain't got SHIT to do with wat goes on in my life.
it is not like i am nosing into your business? the fact tat you are always like some loser hanging around girls lilke ayu and susanna and minding evey else's business but yourself was something i neva bother to like nose arnd and gossip abt did i? even when friends from singapore ask how you are ask for reasons y i neva hang out with you, i NEVA say things like "tat fag always like some dog like tat, always following around girls like he is some big pimp, then whole day dunnoe do wat, neva go class, then always copy from others even now blah blah blah" did i? DID I DO TAT YOU MOTHER FUCKER?!?!!?!? so i am warning you to stay out of my fucking business. if i eva catch you doing tat again, it will be my fist smacking rite into your moronic face. i dun mind if ppl like mart or even shih hao doing tat. even folks all the way across the oceans who noe nth, if they make fun or tease or talk trash, i dun mind. but YOU asshole, i mind if you do tat to me. coz you ain't part of my life. you show tat you are not interested in my wateva fuck. so buzz off, and dun come snooping as n when you deem fit. coz i dun apppreciate tat.
case 2
when you have a problem with someone, you tell tat to ppl's face or you shuddup. you dun go around spreading things and yet pretend nth is wrong on the surface. it is being a moron and a fake ass. when you run into problem with projects, if you think your teammate is not contributing and tat you are doing all the work. either you shuddup and do the work and shoulder everything, or you fucking blast whoeva you think is being an lazy ass and ask them to help. ok... so maybe you dun want to call ppl lazy ass n such, coz after all it is a project and most ppl would have more tact than me. but DUN PUT ON A SMILING FACE AND GO BACKSTAB!!! and calling ppl names behind ppl's back? tat is just LOW. dun say for the sack of the unity of the team blah blah blah shit as the reason for not telling ppl to their face and bringing things up. who the fuck is not lazy you tell me? if you ain't no saint, then dun fucking criticise. and name calling just PISSES ME OFF !!! ok... so maybe i ain't go no shit in this. but someone i care is being hurt and no way i am gonna just sit here and hear mealious things being say about my friend. i noe i get more hits than my comment box shows. and i noe there are ppl tat visit my site even though they consider me unworthy or wat not. n tat's gd. so they can tell and spread this info to you. coz i dunnoe how to contact you anywae. if you are doing all the work for the design poster, then you can either blame your inability to communicate and distribute work. or you can just praise yourself for such great ability tat you can do the work that would normally require 3 ppl to handle all by yourself. but to put on things like this on your blog:
my half-assed vanilla website created for my entrepreneurship class -- the final business plan is due thursday and we are barely anywhere close to being done.
on the other hand, my group members for my senior design class are nimwits who have no interest in completing the project until the last minute. i've been pushing and pushing to meet, but nooooo... no one wants to reply emails. everyone likes to complete their assigned parts a week after we split the work while i wait for everyone's lazy asses to complete their part before i can move on and work on the project.
this is why i don't trust people. this is why i hate working in groups. this is why people suck. this is why you all can go screw yourselves.
just go to show how sucky you are really... so obviously EVERYONE around you is being a lazy ass and not UP TO YOUR EXPECTATION rite? so yeah, you the brilliant mofo and noes how to do everything rite? so you are too good for everyone else rite? the fucking truth abt grp work is tat you have to work at an equal pace. so maybe you are brilliant and genius that finish work as soon as you get it. but obviously not eveyone else you idiot. so you can either go help your fellow teammates, or you can fucking go chill one side rite? it is your project, but so is it for them. this is a grp work. unless you can find someway to motivate the whole grp to work as hard as you, or you work hard to finish things, you shuddup and dun call ppl nimwit or wat not. coz either you work and adopt the spirit of grp work, or you can shoulder everything like you did. and shut the fuck up. thank you very much.
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to tell the truth, i dun even noe y i am blasting like this. maybe i am just stress the shit out. or maybe coz again, someone i care abt is being hurt in both cases. yeah sure, seeing fake ppl really pisses me off. but i notice tat somehow as i see more n more such fucking things around me, i really start to keep quiet. started last yr summer with those 3 fakers. i think compare to last time when i will just blast out when even i see ppl being an ass, i am more reserved now. even when shit happens to me, i shut the fuck up and eat those shit. the rage still burns in me, just as i had nite after nite mutilated assholes like these. but rest assure my dear friends, the taiwantank will stop at nth to blast out for you when you are in shit and get screwed over by assholes like this. really believe that the older you get, the more shit you get to see. and ppl just gets so fake all around you. everything is interest driven, everything lost its innocence. or did they? or am i just being clouded by all that's around me that i fail to see the gd things in life nowadays? sure, life can be beautiful. they say we need to appreicate those being mean n evil to us. hohoho... yeah i will... when i stand over their dead seperated body with a chainsaw in my hand. i will give them a nice warm smile as i lick their blood off my face and kiss them goodbye as they embark on their way to hell and also for me as i pay for the crimes and sins i commited too. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
posted by David at 4/24/2004 05:43:00 PM