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Sunday, April 04, 2004
Me: so i heard *name hidden to protect individual* is in law Alanna: yeah Me: hohohoho Alanna: where you hear from? Me: *another name hidden so tat this individual will not be hurt by the previous individual... considering the 1st person's destructive nature... MUAHAHAH* Alanna: HAIYAH Alanna: actually you crush her very long already right Alanna: please lah Alanna: just come back and ask her out Alanna: then settle lah, k ............................................................... Me wanted to say: erm... one little problem... i got no freaking ball when it comes to this kind of thing... how?! ...................go shot myself lor........................... such bitter sweat memory... reminds me of what i had and how beautifully i crushed wat i had... i look back at some of the girls i liked and was crazy about... the one in pri sch still the same, but no longer my type... the one in sec 4 is not TAT pretty after all... i think onli those girls i had crush on in RJ were still pretty fantastic... maybe after a certain age your judgement of beauty more or less fixed liao... so hmm... i dun think the korean chic eunice which francis is crazy about is pretty... i dun think ANY of the girls TH is hanging out with is even remotely chio... no one in twsa can really make the cut (one of them made it for like a mth... but after i recovered from the shock, erm... then no more lor...) hmm... seriously speaking lah... meet many nice girls here lah.. cute? yes... but chio? pretty? no.... not really... of course now in an ang mo uni, you see girls wearing more revealing stuff... mroe shapely n such, so turn on? yes... but onli physically, not emotionally though. one major emotion turn on i had. after leaving RJ to NJ, i went back for this guitar concert. was at the concourse getting tix or something like tat when i saw SLS and D sitting on this table outside the PRJC's office... long hair, smiley cheeful cute and pretty face, RJ tshirt plus green skirt and nice long legs. erm... refering to SLS of course... Miss D erm... leg not as long... can you imagine how tat felt? she look so carefree and sweet man. putting her hand on the table to support her body leaning foward and swing her legs like a pendulum and never for a second losing that adorable smile from her face. now... tat is wat i call an emotional turn on. her skirt is not say very short... ok maybe relative to her leg it is... but nonetheless, that level of KAWAII-ness and sweetness is unbeatable and just totally makes you melt and warms your heart. but tat is just one of the major turn ons i had lah... hmmm.... haven't really have one for a long time really. the ones i had nowadays are probably like fake orgasm. MUAHAHAHAHA... like i say, nice girls... awesome personality for some of them... but erm... really no emotional turn on... how sad... not sad for the girls... sad for me... maybe i am losing tat LOVIN FEELING man... hahaha. hmm... actually not farni... very cynical nowadays. very very very cynical........
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