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Wednesday, April 07, 2004
hey.... received ALOT of hits over the past 2 days... eh... is it coz ppl want to see how i "retaliate" back at alanna after wat i said in her comment box?? well.... i swear it is not a publicity stunt to generate more hits to my site... but i am afraid i won't be doing any reply to tat issue anymore. well... not directly anywae. why? 1. coz i am very sick. very very sick. since last thursday i have been suffering from bad throat (actually it is inflammation of the whole breathing area... from the nose all the way down... coz i am not breathing properly oso...) plus fever and NOSE BLEED... quite bad... esp the throat part... just killing me until very bad mood nowadays... and not to mention cannot focus properly... so in this current state of mine, i dun think i would want to do any serious respond. lest i do something too silly and say things tat offend people which i have no intention of offending. 2. saw wat alanna just did coming. nonono... this is not saying tat alanna always PMS (she does... but not like this lah...) when we "argue" and end the "arguement" this way by keeping quiet. nonono... but as i was reading her responses. i think some of the opinions she said is way to personal for me to comment. i mean DUH lah... of course she is saying how she feel n such... wat i mean is that her opinion on the things being said concerns certain values which i totally cannot agree with sometimes... but i think it is suicidal if i am to try to make comments about those values thru such a mean (i.e. thru blogging....) plus besides being useless, it invites more confrontation. For me, i have no problem if someone tell me how messed up i am (i am messed up. I NOE. but whether i do anything abt it is totally another issue...). i even have no problem if someone stand in the middle of the crowd and declare tat i am the biggest asshole in the world. (note: i MIGHT be the biggest asshole in the world, but i DO NOT... i repeat i DO NOT have the biggest asshole in the world.). but if tat same person were to do that in front of my parents, post it in some newspaper, or is someone i dun even noe, then i will be really pissed. ok... having said tat abt myself (erm... coz this is still my blog afterall wat.... WAKE UP!!!) i think i will not want to make such "challenge" to alanna here. i am pretty sure with the open mind she has, she won't mind. but i do. and it is my blardy time and effort so I DO WAT I WISH. call it excuse call it wateva shit, i dun care. but this is wat I THINK. and i am sticking with it. so there you go, the two main reason y you will not see more abt alanna's 3.8 issue here anymore. but, i did say that i will wish to touch on some of the issues being raised in some capacity some other time. so yeap... more crap shit coming ya way. arigato!!!
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