[Intro: Linkin Park & Jay-Z]
Yeah, Thank you thank you thank you, you're far to kind!
Whoo! Aha, uh, whoo, yeah! ready? whoo!
Whoo, Whoo
[Chorus - Jay-Z]
Now can I get an encore, do you want more
Cookin raw with the Brooklyn boy
So for one last time I need y'all to roar
uh uh uh uh
[Chester from Linkin Park]
Now what the hell are you waitin forrrr!!!
[Jay-Z]
After me, there shall be no more
So for one last time, make some noise
get 'em jay
[Verse One]
Who you know fresher than Hov'? Riddle me that
The rest of y'all know where I'm lyrically at
Can't none of y'all mirror me back
Yeah hearin me rap is like hearin G. Rap in his prime
I'm, young H.O., rap's Grateful Dead
Back to take over the globe, now break bread
I'm in, Boeing jets, Global Express
Out the country but the blueberry still connect
On the low but the yacht got a triple deck
But when you Young, what the -- you expect? Yep, yep
Grand openin, grand closin
God your man Hov' cracked the can open again
Who you gon' find doper than him with no pen
Just draw off inspiration
Soon you gon' see you can't replace him
with cheap imitations for THESE GENERATIONS!
[Chorus - Jay-Z]
Now can I get an encore, do you want more
Cookin raw with the Brooklyn boy
So for one last time I need y'all to roar
[Chester from Linkin Park]
Now what the hell are you waitin forrrr!!!
[Jay-Z]
After me, there shall be no more
So for one last time, make some noise
[Chester from Linkin Park]
What the hell are you waitin forrrr!!!
[Verse Two]
{*sighs*} Look what you made me do, look what I made for you
Knew if I paid my dues, how will they pay you
When you first come in the game, they try to play you
Then you drop a couple of hits, look how they wave to you
From Marcy to Madison Square
To the only thing that matters in just a matter of years (yea)
As fate would have it, Jay's status appears
to be at an all-time high, perfect time to say goodbye
When I come back like Jordan, wearin the 4-5
It ain't to play games witchu
It's to aim at you, probably maim you
If I owe you I'm blowin you to smithereens
Cocksucker take one for your team
And I need you to remember one thing (one thing)
I came, I saw, I conquered
From record sales, to sold out concerts
So muh-- if you want this encore
I need you to scream, 'til your lungs get sore
[Verse 3]
Tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure, of walking in your shoes
Caught in the undertoe, just caught in the undertoe
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Caught in the undertoe, just caught in the undertoe
And every second I waste is more than I can taaaakkee!!
[Chorus 2]
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
I've, become so nuuuuummmbbb!
(Can I get a encore? Do you want more, more, more, more)
I've, become so nuuuummmmbb!
(So for one last time I need y'all to roar!
One last time I need y'all to roar!)
Just want to say, thank you my brothers. Thank you Wenduan, Thank you Mike, Thank you Chunyi. You guys always walk into my life again when i am in my deepest despair. All that pretence of strength don't work in your presence. Thank you for seeing through me. Thank you for understanding me without me needing to explain myself. Thank you for standing by my side when the rest of the world stood at the opposite side. Thank you for knowing just exactly what to say. Thank you for miraculously be there when I needed something to hold on to. Thank you. This song like always, is for you wonderful folks for understanding the situation in am in. For bringing me out in the sun again. Thank you.
Goo Goo Dolls -- Iris
Verse 1
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
Verse 2
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
Chorus
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Verse 3
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive
Chorus
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Chorus
I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
hahahah... has been a loong while since i last blog.... man... life nowadays has been just so freaking overwhelming!!! finally now is fall break (notice how i happily chose to ignore the word "study", which actually comes behind the word fall, and the word break... MUAHAAHA)
but anywae... feel that i need to update some ppl on my life nowadays....
first up... back in michigan... which is huge... somehow i tot i would neva get back here (not tat i was REALLY dying to come back... after all the fun i have had in asia over the summer...) but yeah... back in michigan... and with a vengence. or something like tat... hohoho
secondly, finally broke the 21 yr dry spell and found my balls to pop the qn and is now happily broke.... erm... i mean happily attached... MUAHAHAHAHA... thought alot this summer, experienced alot and realised alot. guess i am more focus and aware of what i want to do with my life nowadays. and being with her is definitely one of the things. very very very happy. sometimes it could get really trying. but yes, i am trying and so is she. promised her that i will make it good while it last. so i am really just trying my best to do what i can and learn to be a good boyfriend, a good lover and be of the man worthy of her eventually. not easy. really not easy. well... when is it ever easy? even in movies... they probably took like 20 shots to get one scene right... and in real life, we ain't gonna have retakes for things unlike in reel life... learning alot. and hope she does too...
thirdly, crazy term. pushing graduation time soon... and taking 18 credits, working 12 hours a week, school work, gf, friends... sometimes it is really hard to priorities things. and i am really stretched thin at times. neva really online nowadays... since the only times i get to see my own room is when i go to bed at around 2am and when i wake up 5 hours later... always outside, always doing things... and it is just rough.... you guys know how much i love to be in the room myself and just let things settle down and let me reflect on things and ponder on things... but nowadays it is just chiong chiong chiong all the time... i am just glad that i have my friends who can share things with me, and my dear to lend a listening ear and support me with things. so big thanx to lovely ppl like andy, bs, geoff, henry and when he is around, wei for listening when i crap and for just being there. appreciate it. and of course my dear. won't make it this far without you guys. muakz... hahahahah
forthly, experiencing alot of things this semester... maybe it is the fact i am no longer alone and by myself and i really need to prioritise things much better now... last time it was very easy... not much work to do. but this sem, so much more commitments and so much more things i need to spend time with, that it is really exhausting sometimes... i am really trying my best to commit to all these things, coz i think they are all worth my time... and trust me, i am already very very prioritising oledi... really broke them down and limit them to the essentials... school, friends and myself. i am putting gf as part of myself coz i see no reason y i shouldn't do tat... and last time, friends really takes out huge chunk of it... coz friends goes under myself more or less... it still does, i swear. i still think about and care abt my friends like my own things and my own problem. but won't always be possible to mix gf with friends right?!? so it is very hard... and i am already being accused of neglecting friends n such. and it feels esp bad when i can't be there for some of my friends like the way i used to be able to. and it stinks and hurts... ppl like batcha... feel so painful everytime i think of him. he is going thru such bad patch of time and yet i can't be there for him. the juniors, how i wish i could be with them all the time like i could and share things with them... my brothers back home... fucking shit, i don't even have time to help chunyi edit his essays... feel terrible. and sometimes i even wonder if anyone could truly understand how i feel... i really care too much. so much that even i get overwhelmed by all these emotions. but this is just how i have been brought up. sigh... dun really noe wat to do... beg you guys for your forgiveness and understanding... even for my dear... i would give everything to her, would love to be with her all the time and give her all my attention. but i just can't... i probably should be helping her do research on grad sch, help her look for internship, help her cook and help her relax and be happy. but i have so much other things to do!!!! really really pains me... but i dun even have the time to explain it to ppl... and ask them for their forgiveness and understanding...
lastly... i am studying more than i have ever being doing for such a long time. not just the fact tat i am basically living in the library. but i am really getting my work done as much as i can and learning things. feels really good about it and it is kinda getting addictive. hahahah... even spending weekends in the library... used to think this is such a nerdy thing to do and so no life... well... still joke abt this but guess this is just really my life at this stage... one more year to go liao... if i dun study now... when will i eva gonna do tat? ahahah... oso need to thank dudes like andy, bs, geoff and henry for making the study experience fun, even though productivity usually goes into negative when all of us get together... but it really makes the experience so much more enjoyable...
okok... so this is pretty much wat i could think of for now... hectic times ahead... midterms burning my ass still... lotsa work needs to be done... so probably won't be blogging frequently still... but if there is any more stuff to come, it is within these few days of the Fall *ahem* Break... MUAHAHAH... take care folks!!!
erm... my uncle just passed away... so the initial plan to go down south for a family vacation is not cancelled... things are pretty messy... date to go back to US is postponed indefinitely... erm... i dunnoe wat to say at a time like this. it is very heart-breaking to see my 78yr old grandma suffering like this... very very very heart-breaking... but at least i am here with her... guess tat is the most i could do at a time like this... not particularly close to this uncle even though she is the big bro of my mom... long family history... shall not say too much... but all my thoughts are on my poor grandma... poor old lady is so devastated... and seeing her so devastated kills me so bad inside... stood in front of my uncle as he lie lifelessly in tat abandoned car beside the road... chanting prayers for him for 2hrs nonstop... weird smell and flies surrounded me... but all my thoughts were on the old lady and how devastated she would be when we finally have to break the news to her... that i didn't even bother swating away the flies or get disgusted by the smell... now tat my grandma had cried herself to sleep, onli then do i feel the disgust and horror at what i really saw... life... life... life...
really really in a mess now... look calm and cool as usual... but i am feeling really sick deep inside... can't eat anything... feel like screaming... or maybe i just need some fucking alcohol to drunk myself unconcious... but things needs to be done... need to do my part in consoleing my grandma and be strong for my mom and take care of myself so she dun have to worry... but me being my emotional self... is hahah... emotionally overboard for my own good... messed up... really messed up... 阿?陀佛。。。大舅舅你好好的走。。。一切有?法，如?幻泡影。如?亦如?，?作如是?。 万般皆?不去。。。?何?能看破放下？？
i am in taiwan now. living in my aunt's place coz my house is in a ruin... and i am serious. just got here today. and finally able to access blogspot. using my cousin's computer so i shall not crap too much...
but still... i want to thank everyone who tried their best to meet up with me when i go back to singapore. it was good to see you guys again. seriously. feels... surreal... after i left singapore 2 yrs ago, i really didn't think i would be back so soon. thought of you guys alot of course and miss you guys terribly. but neva tot i could see ya guys again. sure, times has changed, and things have changed. i was quite shocked by all tat when i first came back, dun really noe how to react to it... but i guess i have till next time to find a way how. but still. thank you guys. thank you so much.
and terribly sorry for those i can't meet up with or meet up with again. tris, yikley, kianping, mike n meng etc etc.... so many of you.... so little time. pls do forgive me and please do not mistake it as me not appreciating you guys enuff. feeling really terrible that i couldn't meet up with all you guys... really really terrible...
hmm... wat else to say? er... i dunnoe. really want to wish you guys all the best. i really pray that our paths will cross again. in a more substantial way if ya noe wat i mean... like the trip i had in shanghai was awefully great. it was awesome. 13 strangers stuck together for a month working on things and doing things together. it is amazing how we bonded and wat we did. bros n friends in singapore, tat is exactly wat you guys meant to me ya noe. would love to have the opportunity to work and spend much longer times with you guys coz i think you guys are just awesome and spending time with you guys have positive effects on me (yeah... even you goushis...MUAHAHAHA... jk...)...
promised to cut down on the crap. sigh... plus can't really type with all the tears in my eyes. sorry guys... really really terribly sorry... miss ya guys like crazy and will always think of you guys whenever i go. take care yeah!?!?!
p.s. shall blog abt my amazing shanghai trip next time. really worth blogging.
over the weekend managed to meet up with Kaihong n Edmund... and along the way met some ppl like zhengjing, kaichou, clement n ben chew... not bad... then today also met up with tianyu... quite nice... hahah... hang around and do nth... ok lah, got went to play pool with the KnE n also went to sim lim to buy a CF card reader which looks really quite lousy but oh well... better than buying a brand new CFcard which my cousin brilliantly suggested me to do.... sigh.... looong story.
but i guess it big thing is tat i kena sore eye... or in chinese, needle eye... wtf.. limbei long time neva watch porn oledi ok.... must be all the ugly girls flooding on the streets of singapore... watch until i eye sore... sigh... and really lor, all of them same pattern one... sigh... and this is like one week b4 i go to shanghai... brilliant... go shanghai with a big sore eye... WoW... how nice... hahahahaha... probably will finally get to go out with the NJgirls this tuesday... and i think the RJgirls no chance liao n until now the Bayley bunch oso no news... and with this current sore eye tat i have, am in such "great mood" to go organise n call up ppl to go out with me so i can show off these eyes to them rite?! MUAHAAH... lalala...
back from tioman... sunburned... the place was nice, clear water, nice weather, amazing fishes, lotsa fun. HAHAHA... the fish were really amazing, you throw bread to them and even before the bread touch the water and they will just swarm to tat place oledi. it is like they are so well trained you noe... ok... of there are always stones to pick n such, but i think the place is nice enuff n the experience gd enuff... then of course yours truly improvised and quite smart lah, i put some bread in a plastic bag, tie it up, put it into a pocket in my lifevest which you need to wear when you snorkle. like this, the fish could smell your bread on you, but dunnoe where is it, so they just circle around you big time lah... MUAHAHA... it was awesome... it is gd to use your brain. MUAHAHAHAHAH
but i think i really come to a point that i have concluded that idols are really meant to be watched at a distance. my cousin has always been my idol since young, everything he do, i admire and hold in great respect. but these 2 weeks spent with him really changes my opinion about him and definitely affects the amt of respect i have for him now. rite now, he is just another human being with his own personality, just like anyone else i know, he is no longer the ultimate superbeing tat cannot fault and won't go wrong... hahah... quite childish sounding rite? but i really think everyone needs an idol... and it is just harsh when idols are no longer as perfect as they seem to be, or wat you make them out to be... i dun like to say if my cousin's behavior or his attitude is gd or bad, to put it simply, he just do things in a way i cannot accept n won't do. he is still my cousin, but he is just erm... no longer up there.. if you guys noe wat i mean...
shall do a lame attempt to list how i have met thus far...
1.SOS nite aka NUS law bash nite:
john wu, ben lee, justin lee, tan wenduan, kian ping, ying shuang, William Liew, jeremy n jerald, yaoquan, henghwa, ben koh n some others...
2. RI trip
most of teachers, gave choco to Mrs Tan Mui Hong n Mr Tan PH. very pleasant surprise to have met fengrun. awesome!!
3. Met up with Chunyi n Shiwang
4. Met up with Alanna Yeo
5. Holland V aka Manchester VS Millwall
Justin Lee, Whale, Jon Lau + a few hours b4 tat went with KP to see singaproe kena trash by HK, saw Ervine Yeo n DMC
6. Met up with Mike n Eng Meng finally.... brought them to makan dinner with my family at bras basah there... then walk around esplanade, kewl nite!!
7. met up with them yet again the next day (today actually...) to see Mr Tan PH at bishan, had dinner, tok crap, awesome!!!
so now, if your name is not mentioned here, i will try my best to meet up, you noe who you are... in no order of preferance... the NJ girls grp, the RJ girls grp, pinky n whale grp, mr blue, mr OTY, the bayley gang... etc etc... sigh... this drag is really erm... draggy....
i will be in tioman from the 25 till the 26. past few days have been really trying. had an outburst last nite with nobody but myself, but i guess parents are just not use to it, muahah... guess they prefer me to have an outburst with them ah? sigh... would probably go out with KP later today, either go see movie or go rugby match.
i kinda have internet access now. dial up. but not tat i can use it very freely nowadays... coz it is slow, not to mention under the supervision of my parents... i get connected oledi they bark at me to come offline. er... dunnoe wat to say. and tat is exactly the feeling i have abt alot of things nowadays tat are happening around me. can't help but have the weird sound ringing in my head saying "this is onli for a mth...." but wtf, they are my parents after all you noe... but somehow it is really getting harder and really trying to live with them now. i love them just as much if not more coz i have been away from them for so long, but tat also mean tat our way of life, our approach to things have now taken on such a different approach. it would be fine if they can accept it, but their brilliant motto of "you live under my roof, you live under my rule." so it is the struggle of living life the way they do which i cannot n no longer accept... sigh... canot go into details... but you noe lah, itsy bitsy teeny weeny things of life n living under the same roof lah... sianz... but no choice still... OH WELL... n here is a recap of the time left tat i will get to meet folks here in singapore
from now 22nd May till 4th June
*** i will be in shanghai from 4th june till 4 July ***
will be back in singaproe from 4th till 8th, flying back to taiwan on the 9th. plus my bday is on the 5th July... so hopefully can meet up with you guys on tat day or something coz my parents dun celebrate angmo birthday as they call it... n my lunar bday is gonna be when i am in shanghai... yupyup... tat's all..
1. short hair now.. as in decent short hair not botak or skinhead or bushman hair
2. went to do volunteer work since the next day i come back, wash floor wash window wash my brain.
3. aircon in my house broke down. temp at 32deg average. nudist sighting reported in my neighbourhood, guess who tat is. MUAHAHAHAH
4. no internet
5. NUS law bash... hmm.. not fantastic as i tot, dun like the music. ben was riot as always, but somehow i could feel the distance... shall try not to think too much of it..
6. more window washing and toilet cleaning...
7. met up with alanna
8. GRE is gonna be a killer
9. dad is still a tough nut to crack though i think i impressed on him some of the things i learned there..
10. embassys are where bitch and assholes works...
11. no aircon
12. xiao jie jie is pregnant again, i suspect this is my bro in law's way of getting his holidays... taking paternal leaves... MUAHAHAHAH
13. huang da ge is coming in town tomorrow... going malaysia with him. while queing up to make tat malaysian visa, i just realise that this may result in me not getting back to US. they may kacau me for like going to malaysia and join some terrorist cell or something like dat... oh well..
14. no internet, no cellphone
15. it is really hard to meet up with ppl... everyone ask, wat you wanna do. wat do i want to do? i just want to see you and give you a big bear hug my friends coz i miss you guys so much so much goddamit!!!
16. cybercafe here is really expensive and i have to come all the way down to raffles place to find one.. singaproe sux in terms of providing internet for ppl... argh...
17. am i sounding desperate in terms of me wanting to meet up with my friends?
18. temp is hot... walking around as if i am taking shower all the time... very bad way of trying to pick up chics like this... MUAHAHA... jk.. or maybe not.
19. drinks here are super expensive. i want me binge drinking beer-pong frat parties!!!
ok... tat is all for now... internet minutes are abt up.. so tat's abt it for now. plz plz plz call me so tat we can meet up. i dun care wat we doing, just meet up and we'll think of something silly to do. plz!!!!
1. i hereby make an official statement: The Taiwantank has NOTHING TO DO with the recent collapses in singapore. Nicoll Highway and AYE are NOT the work of the Taiwantank. The Taiwantank will only touchdown in singapore on the 6th of May.
2. so sad tat everyone is leaving so early. dudes, ya noe who you guys are, plz stay away from the air STEWARDS during the flight and take your terrorising hands away from them too. those tat are driving home, safe journey oso. and Seniors tat are graduating. wah lao... damn sad. yeah i am a cry baby but i hate goodbyes. leaving for the break is bad enuff.. graduating and might not see again.. shit... this is just driving me nutz emotionally and tear-gland wise.
3. in less than 4 hrs, i will be taking my last finals for the semester. so far nth impressive has been achieved other than the fact i have been camping out in library n comp lab for the past few weeks. substantial muggingz have been achieved, but still do not translate into grades. thanx Andy, Monika and everyone for keepin me company thru the nitez. it was fun wasn't it? even though would have much prefering to be like binge drinking, or partying with you guys late into the nite.. instead of studying.... argh...
4. been away from my room for so long. went back yesterday coz was severely exhuasted. onli to find spider web being formed on the shower head!!! wtf!!! tat means no one has been using the shower for TAT LONG?!!? omg... disgusting..
5. my room is in a mess now, went back to sleep for the 1st time in dunnoe how many days... onli to find 3 spiders running across the carpet. conclusion? SPRING IS HERE!!! huh? room dirty? nonono... SPRING IS HERE!!!
6. not touching redbull..
7. i am so ready to just collapse. really really exhuasted. been surviving on coffee and one dollar pizzas for the past few weeks.
8. tok abt food. will be going raja rani later today to celebrate sophia's bday n the end of sem. which is really a remarkable feat for me. coz i remember the first time spring ended when i just got here, me n hong n wanting went to raja rani. then end of last winter i think i went with kelvin to raja rani oso. then last spring i took jeff to shalemar, then last fall i went with ivan to Madras Masala. conclusion? WHAT THE FUCK IS IT WITH ME N INDIAN RESTAURANT N END OF SEMESTER? WHY AM I ALWAYS CELEBRATING END OF SEMESTER IN AN INDIAN RESTAURANT?!??!?!?!?!?!?!
Michael Doyle is the biggest asshole in the world!!! wasted my whole blardy day trying to figure out what his paper means but in the end it is merely a summary of other's work and bunch of crappy definitions that is just bullcrap academic shitass.... DIE BITCH DIE!!! less than 16 hrs before i kiss Doug Lemke goodbye from Michigan. sorry prof, you really disappoint me this semester. no energy, bad teaching n boring class. wat happened to the passion you displayed in polisci 160? so wat if you kena fired from UM polisci dept? come on man, if you are really a man of honor, you do your utmost best till the last day you are outta of this place. so sorry sir, you can go kiss my zombified/caffeined-fied ass!!
1. 早上起床之後 通常吃什麼當早點?
。蛋和吐司----------3 <-- I chose this one
。麥片---------------- 1
。汽水---------------- 6
。什麼都不吃-------2
2. 如果你可以選任何ㄧ樣你想吃的東西當早點你會選擇什麼?
。蛋和吐司----------2 <-- I chose this one
。其它別種東西----1
。汽水-----------------3
。蛋糕---------------- 4
3. 午餐時?你會...
。不吃東西 因為太忙或擔心體重---2
。吃你想了ㄧ個早上想吃的東西----1
。吃自己帶來的食物--------------------3
。問朋友要吃什麼 再ㄧ起去吃------ 4 <-- I chose this one
4. ㄧ位朋友請你吃ㄧ些她/他帶來的食物 你會...
。吃ㄧ小口 因為實在太餓了----------3
。為了保持禮貌 只吃ㄧ小口-- -------- 1
。拒絕他/她的好意 因為你正在減肥---------- 2
。吃兩口----------6 <-- I chose this one
5. 你未來的男/女朋友請你吃ㄧ樣東西 你想那會是什麼?
。ㄧ塊蛋糕---------- 1 <-- I chose this one
。ㄧ顆蘋果---------- 2
。ㄧ片批薩---------- 5
。ㄧ個胡蘿蔔------- 3
6. 你的狗對你奮力搖尾巴 企圖引起你的注意 你會給他...
。給他ㄧ塊狗餅乾-------------------3
。ㄧ些蛋糕 ----------------------------1
。什麼都不給 拍拍他就好---------4 <-- I chose this one
。什麼都不給 還把他趕開 因為你認為不能讓你的狗
養成要什麼有什麼的壞習慣---------- 2
7. 夢中 你正在ㄧ家全世界最棒的餐廳裡 你想你會點...
。菜單上列的每道菜 反正是做夢嘛!!--------2 <-- I chose this one
。ㄧ個大盤 裡面什麼東西都有的沙拉 ------1
。牛排-------------------------------------------------3
。ㄧ個會讓你多長很多肥油的點心---------- 4
8. 在ㄧ個熱帶島上 你覺得什麼食物是你ㄧ定要吃到的?
。水果和蔬蔡--------------------4
。肉和馬玲薯--------------------3
。冰淇淋 巧克力和蛋糕? ----2 <-- I chose this one
。中國菜--------------------------5
9. 你現在是ㄧ個嬰兒 你媽媽正在餵你吃...
。嬰兒麥片或嬰兒食物-----------------6 <-- I chose this one
。肉和馬玲薯------------------------------4
。綠色花椰菜------------------------------8
。什麼都沒有 你媽正在做別的事----2
10. 你現在是六歲的小孩 你爸爸正在餵你吃...
。批薩--------------7
。義大利麵------- 5
。泡泡糖 ----------1
。胡蘿蔔---------- 3 <-- I chose this one
so the verdict? hmm... quite true... except the fact that i am usually the idiot tat dunnoe wat the hell is going and i where got ppl chase after me?!?!?! below are the rest of the types...
你通常不在乎別人的想法 是個自我中心的人
你可以很自然的在大庭廣眾下親吻你的男/女朋友
"性"對你來說 就像是ㄧ種充滿熱情的藝術品
Sex for you is a passionate art， and you never have a problem inbed，
exceptforbeing a little too wild for your partner
(sorry...想了很久還是決定用英文) < BR>
你擁有過人的精力
你喜歡親自下場運動勝過在場外觀看
常有人嫉妒你的ㄧ切 但這些都很難引起你的注意
feeling majorly piss now. you noe tat creepy line from 6th sense "i see dead people"? well... here is something even creepier in my opinion.
"I SEE FAKE PEOPLE!!!"
i think this is more fucked up than anything else. dun be a blardy faker. and i am just increasingly feeling that people are just so blardy fake in their own ways around me. and tat just pisses me off big time. here are 2 incidents tat happened recently that make me feel so.
case 1
i have been here for almost 2 years oledi. and you noe who you are. but after so long, and despite repeated me inviting you to go out makan with me n catch up n such, you neva want to. always tell me you are busy or wat not. fine. and i noe perfectly well you just dun wanna hang out with me. so maybe i am a asshole tat is so blardy rough and uncultured and just not gd enuff for you. i dun care. i am doing this coz we were classmates last time for 2 yrs, and even for the level of being acquainted, i think some level of courtesy still applies. you dun wanna mingle with me, fine, THEN DON'T!!!! it is my life, and your life. if you wish to limit the amt of times our paths cross, it is ALSO fine with me, but dun come nosing into MY business when obviously you have shown that you heck care less on other occasions? yeah, so i have been hanging out with monika quite some time, but tat has nth to do with you bitch. no matter if i am going out with her, or just merely friend is NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS. understand? dun come nosing into ppl's life coz you ain't got no fucking rite to do tat. coz you have let me down time n again that you can't be bothered with me. so dun be a moron and nose into ppl and gossip abt ppl. it is frustrating coz you ain't got SHIT to do with wat goes on in my life.
it is not like i am nosing into your business? the fact tat you are always like some loser hanging around girls lilke ayu and susanna and minding evey else's business but yourself was something i neva bother to like nose arnd and gossip abt did i? even when friends from singapore ask how you are ask for reasons y i neva hang out with you, i NEVA say things like "tat fag always like some dog like tat, always following around girls like he is some big pimp, then whole day dunnoe do wat, neva go class, then always copy from others even now blah blah blah" did i? DID I DO TAT YOU MOTHER FUCKER?!?!!?!? so i am warning you to stay out of my fucking business. if i eva catch you doing tat again, it will be my fist smacking rite into your moronic face. i dun mind if ppl like mart or even shih hao doing tat. even folks all the way across the oceans who noe nth, if they make fun or tease or talk trash, i dun mind. but YOU asshole, i mind if you do tat to me. coz you ain't part of my life. you show tat you are not interested in my wateva fuck. so buzz off, and dun come snooping as n when you deem fit. coz i dun apppreciate tat.
case 2
when you have a problem with someone, you tell tat to ppl's face or you shuddup. you dun go around spreading things and yet pretend nth is wrong on the surface. it is being a moron and a fake ass. when you run into problem with projects, if you think your teammate is not contributing and tat you are doing all the work. either you shuddup and do the work and shoulder everything, or you fucking blast whoeva you think is being an lazy ass and ask them to help. ok... so maybe you dun want to call ppl lazy ass n such, coz after all it is a project and most ppl would have more tact than me. but DUN PUT ON A SMILING FACE AND GO BACKSTAB!!! and calling ppl names behind ppl's back? tat is just LOW. dun say for the sack of the unity of the team blah blah blah shit as the reason for not telling ppl to their face and bringing things up. who the fuck is not lazy you tell me? if you ain't no saint, then dun fucking criticise. and name calling just PISSES ME OFF !!! ok... so maybe i ain't go no shit in this. but someone i care is being hurt and no way i am gonna just sit here and hear mealious things being say about my friend. i noe i get more hits than my comment box shows. and i noe there are ppl tat visit my site even though they consider me unworthy or wat not. n tat's gd. so they can tell and spread this info to you. coz i dunnoe how to contact you anywae. if you are doing all the work for the design poster, then you can either blame your inability to communicate and distribute work. or you can just praise yourself for such great ability tat you can do the work that would normally require 3 ppl to handle all by yourself. but to put on things like this on your blog:
my half-assed vanilla website created for my entrepreneurship class -- the final business plan is due thursday and we are barely anywhere close to being done.
on the other hand, my group members for my senior design class are nimwits who have no interest in completing the project until the last minute. i've been pushing and pushing to meet, but nooooo... no one wants to reply emails. everyone likes to complete their assigned parts a week after we split the work while i wait for everyone's lazy asses to complete their part before i can move on and work on the project.
this is why i don't trust people. this is why i hate working in groups. this is why people suck. this is why you all can go screw yourselves.
just go to show how sucky you are really... so obviously EVERYONE around you is being a lazy ass and not UP TO YOUR EXPECTATION rite? so yeah, you the brilliant mofo and noes how to do everything rite? so you are too good for everyone else rite? the fucking truth abt grp work is tat you have to work at an equal pace. so maybe you are brilliant and genius that finish work as soon as you get it. but obviously not eveyone else you idiot. so you can either go help your fellow teammates, or you can fucking go chill one side rite? it is your project, but so is it for them. this is a grp work. unless you can find someway to motivate the whole grp to work as hard as you, or you work hard to finish things, you shuddup and dun call ppl nimwit or wat not. coz either you work and adopt the spirit of grp work, or you can shoulder everything like you did. and shut the fuck up. thank you very much.
to tell the truth, i dun even noe y i am blasting like this. maybe i am just stress the shit out. or maybe coz again, someone i care abt is being hurt in both cases. yeah sure, seeing fake ppl really pisses me off. but i notice tat somehow as i see more n more such fucking things around me, i really start to keep quiet. started last yr summer with those 3 fakers. i think compare to last time when i will just blast out when even i see ppl being an ass, i am more reserved now. even when shit happens to me, i shut the fuck up and eat those shit. the rage still burns in me, just as i had nite after nite mutilated assholes like these. but rest assure my dear friends, the taiwantank will stop at nth to blast out for you when you are in shit and get screwed over by assholes like this. really believe that the older you get, the more shit you get to see. and ppl just gets so fake all around you. everything is interest driven, everything lost its innocence. or did they? or am i just being clouded by all that's around me that i fail to see the gd things in life nowadays? sure, life can be beautiful. they say we need to appreicate those being mean n evil to us. hohoho... yeah i will... when i stand over their dead seperated body with a chainsaw in my hand. i will give them a nice warm smile as i lick their blood off my face and kiss them goodbye as they embark on their way to hell and also for me as i pay for the crimes and sins i commited too. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
HMMMM... having a major freakout rite now. i just called China airline to reconfirm my flight. and they told me that somehow i did not or should i say my agent did not confirm my flight after reservation and somehow it got cancelled and no ticket was being issued. hmm... but i have the ticket holding in my hand so wat the hell is going on? oh man... this is blardy scary. i dun wanna end up not able to go anywhere after this sem!!! did i mention tat i am really freaking out?!
oh... finalz are coming up n i am still slacking. slacking in the sense tat i am working, but not in the combat for finalz gear yet. which is bad. considering my fantastic performance in 402 so far and other courses that are hanging by the thread. hmmm bad... but oh well... played some really nice tennis over the last week and worked my lazy bum out for quite a bit. plus some demoralising bball session on friday. shit man... my marking skill is at a ALL TIME LOW!!! must go back to home grnd tiong bahru CC to brush up on my st bball skill man... cannot make it... it was just pathetic. mark half way will be like where the f is my opponent, and end up marking own teammate. transition n blocking all GONE and keep running arnd like siao idiot being all tensed up and can't see the game at all... omg... wat have i become?!?!?!
weather nowadays are brilliant. roughly around 23 deg n i am sweating like a dog. alittle bit dreading the prospect of facing the 33deg temp in singapore. guess i'll just have to down more alcohol to cool my body down when i go back eh?! MUAHAHAHAHA... but yeah... 16 more days before i return. so watch out singapore. the biggest piece of shit besides LKY and his son shall return and stink up the whole place really soon.
my mom has been giving me preps of wat to expect when i go back. obviously in line with the LIU family tradition, i will be expecting hostile reception and will go thru some sort of TAMING period. well... here's how we go in my family. usually like all experiment, there will be some sort of arbitrary observation period. wat it really is, is some sort of data, criminal evidence collection period. every move i make will be observed and watched in silence to match with the in-build, pre-assumed crimes that i am guilty of. so as n when my parents feel that they have collected enuff, or when i have gone out of the zone, they will just come in like gd old PAP and trash me up in one way or another. and i must say that some of the methods they use puts PAP to shame man. MUAHAHAHA... but yeah... i am kinda laughing even though i really hate it coz hmm.... like i said, this is just so LIU family. sigh... so the situation is like i have to "lay low" when i go back, but then, wateva i do, will be interpreted as an act of me "laying low" so even if i got nth to hide and just behave "normal", it will be perceived as an act of "laying low". so even if i try to be nice and do wateva they would expect outta a model son, it will onli be perceived as an act of covering up for my devilish nature... which may well result in even similar or even worse result as compare to me just whack havoc for no reason. so wat am i to do? MUAHAHAH.... trust me when i say i have tried a thousands n one method liao... ya noe... like just behaving like i would, fake fake, fake NOT faking, fake only when necessary or just go head on confrontation and purposedly do things they want to see and give them the evidence they wanna have. MUAHAHAHA... but all end up with me being screwed lah of course. so i guess i really cannot be bothered this time round lah. if they curfew then curfew lor. but hmm... the timing of things really might be bad. coz on the 8th got the law bash thingy, dunnoe should go or not. if my folks noe that it is some kinda of RJ dominated event, it will definitely drive them crazy coz even till now when i mention abt my RI friends coming over to UofM n such, they go bonker... well... it is like mentioning my gd old days in NJ to me lah... more or less the same reaction. so going to tat event would be a crime in their eye... and to have the TAMING session start like 3 days after i touch down (touching down on the 6th) is just blardy disgusting dun ya think?!?!? sigh... oh... and plus the ORA walk-a-joggathon at RJC... still thinking if i should go. but if the goushis are going, then i might just go lah... but really dun think got much to do there oso leh... feel very extra... would rather take one day to go visit RI and make fun at all the teachers. MUAHAHAH... EVIL!!!! but yeah... any mention of the R word would incur similar wrath from above... aiseh.................................... die...
then plus the many possible meeting ups with my bros and jie mei's... the 4J ppl might be able to do it in a gang bang session when i just go out with whole bunch of them one shot n see whoever is free when they book out or such over the weekend... but other ppl will need more personal attention i guess... KP n Chunyi would have to be met seperately and throw in shiwang into whicheva session the big boss wanna go to... alanna can lump up with tris n william. edmund have to see myself coz i doubt he will make it for the 4J gang bang session. then my other jie mei's dunnoe how to meet oso... would be just weird if i meet ppl like mabelle jie or whoeva one on one... oso would be weird if i meet up with all of them one shot... i think i will kena make fun of till i die laughing at myself... ahmeng n mike tat grp will prob meet more frequently with TPH but from wat i forsee, many of these activity are all toe-ing the line of patience/tolerance of my parents... and with like 30 days to fit in all tat, i dun wanna look like i whole day go out n chiong or party or play with my friends instead of staying home with them. OF COURSE i want to stay home lah... but it is this dilemma of balancing the two i guess... hmmm.... and angering my parents would well mean that i kena cut off in singapore AND taiwan... which is gonna be crap...
posting this song first... why? coz i really have had enuff of Taiwanese politics for now. keeping track of it as usual. but dun really feel like posting about it. sorry BS... will tell ya the diff next time i see you. yeah... think i will tell you in person instead of MSN. but hopefully the situation in Taiwan will be OK LAH!!! MUAHAHAHA
anywae... the onli news from taiwan tat is worth mentioning now is the fact that K金戰士 -- 陳致遠 still suck goat ball eva since his disastrous performance in the Asian Game... sigh... but luckily 恰恰 is totally on fire and so 兄弟象 is going real strong now. GAMBATTE NEH!!! GO BROTHERS!!!
then in MLB... tigers are really doing Michigan proud man... wat a brilliant start. i think even if they start losing all their games, ppl will still talk abt wat a fantastic start they have had this season. MUAHAHA... so yeah... pretty shiok. oh, and tokking about MLB, Xiao Tsao may be pitching for Rockies as soon as end of this mth. hmm... coz the Rockies pitching starters really suck... but i still hope he can play for taiwan during olympics this summer. While i think Feng Zai is really gonna stay in 3A for the season and get traded somewhere else. hmm... quite sad. but that means he will be in the taiwan team. MUAHAHAH... hopefully can catch them play when i go back taiwan this july. DOUBLE SHIOK!!!
quite sianz nowadays to speak the truth. am in tat frenzy state of being where the world rushes around me like a whirlpool/tornado/wateva... with me in the center watching all the frenzy around me and not doing anything. like how i described to Monika the other day. it is like she is foreva so busy rushing hw n project n such. and everytime you see me dragging myself slowly around campus. do everything oso slow pace. which is really weird. blardy turning 21 in 2 mths time and yet i feel like a million years old. feel so choked up all the time. where is the enthusiasm of youth?!?! man... maybe i should like turn paedophilic or something, hang around kiddos more and maybe it will make me feel younger. hmm... but then again... always feel like a million yrs old when hanging out with BS, geoff and wei... sigh... kk... i am old i am old...
OH... and i just realised one thing!!! shit man... tat post abt me having no ball to go after THAT girl when i go back singapore really should not be posted. coz i just tot of a really kewl excuse to tat problem. IT IS SKEWL HOLIDAY WHEN I GO BACK SO SHE WILL BE BACK IN JB SO HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO ASK HER OUT?!?!?! MAUAHHAHA... i am so smart... but maybe just not fast enuff... MUAHAHAHA... but yeah... like this i no need to say i am ball-less mah... and it is not my fault she is in JB wat... alamak... silly moi... MUAHAHA
btw, i think i have to blog this incident tat happened on monday. late sunday nite, or should i say early monday morning, just before i went to bed, i received this fwd mail from judith telling me abt this talk by Center for China Study. It is a talk by two prof from taiwan, Zhen Da and Dong Wu talking about the recent Prez election in taiwan and its future blah blah blah. well... it listed the profs coming and one of them was Liu I-Chou. who is from Zhen Da and is this really big shot political science prof in taiwan. always kena quoted in news n such. but the other person, since her uni is listed as Soochow uni, i have no idea wat tat uni is and can't find who she really is.but anywae, with such a solid guy from Zhen Da, i decided to go see the talk and leave the class which i am suppose to have early.
so after the block test for tat class, me and mike rush to the Social works building to listen to the talk. well... the male prof oledi done with his presentation and the female one is doing her turn. no choice lor, so we sat down and listen. and i must say, i am pretty irritated by what she said. she clearly has a political preference. yet, to the many audience that are there hoping to listen to an academic explanation to the whole mess that is in taiwan now, some of her comments are far from being neutral and unbias. here are some things she said which i happened to take down. (gave up after awhile coz her english sux real bad and the explanations she gave are just misleading...)
1. in explaining the date of such a hike in discarded vote this time compare to 4 years ago, she stated that this increase has no ambiguity coz there is a rise in every county and city. even those controlled by KMT.
--- i say, even if a county is ruled by KMT magistrate, the appointing of supervisor that makes every decision including how to determine whether a vote is valid or invalid, at individual polling station is by the central election burearu. hmmm... i wonder who controls the central govt agencies?!?!
2. as a side note in explaining why there is a change in the how to determine whether a vote is valid, she made the remark tat this change which make the criteria more strict is by KMT, since KMT feel that its opponents supporters are less educated and thus will not be able to follow such complicated instructions.
--- ahah... i am sure everyone in the crowd enjoyed the laugh. and probably felt that KMT tasted its own bitter food for its silly smart alec behavior. but y she neva give ANOTHER sidenote saying that this change was vetoed and reinstated like a million times 2 weeks b4 the actual voting day until no one noe for sure wat the exact guideline is? and that the bill was supported by DPP in the beginning also?! hmm...
do you guys get wat i am trying to pt out here? this prof is using the tactic tat all taiwanese politicians love to use. they onli tell you half the truth. (well, here in US, they are one step ahead, everything they say oso dun exist... MUAHAHA... WMD my ASS ya shitface...) she say onli one side of the story and ignore the other side. if this comes from politician, i dun mind. but she is here speaking as an academic. why? is she scared of being prosecuted and kena cut in her research fund by DPP govt? harlow... she is overseas, and there is something call academic integrity you noe. fuck it. i AM challenging her academic integrity. coz when i approach her in private and ask her about the possibility of faking votes, she was very firm in brushing off my suggestion and claim that since every vote has to be check and seen by all present in the polling station, there is ZERO possibility for cheating. but as we can see, reports are still coming out on irregularities involved in many polling stations where vote counts are not transparent. go visit this site
and you would noe wat i mean. if this site dun work, msg me and i will send you a copy of this video clip, which unfortunately is in chinese, but essentially it shows a KMT representative raising doubts about how the vote count is being carried out in that particular polling station and her concerns were either totally ignored or being barked down by a man. go see for yourself i am mean.
i am not suggesting tat my pt is THE pt and that her pt is invalid. wat i am saying is, THERE IS A DIFFERENT VOICE OUT THERE. as an academic, you should at least address both sides equally before making your judgement or opinion. it is unfair for you to onli list one side or make fun of one side when there are ALSO counter arguements present. one could well say that the incident recorded in this video is a minority. but just how minority is it? can we be sure? i say no. there are many weird issues involving this whole election. and i dun see why as the people of this country, i do not have the right to find out and investigate these puzzling issues.
btw, if you wanna challenge me to wat i just said, i am setting ONE pre-conditon here:
recently, a recount is being called by the losing pan blue party. Prez Chen has said that he is willing to support a XING ZHENG YAN PIAO 行政驗票 while pan blue and others are calling for a SHI FA YAN PIAO 司法驗票. by rejecting wat prez chen proposed pan blue is being hailed in the media as being making trouble and sore losers. in their word, why the hell does pan blue still wanna make trouble when prez bien has already agreed to a recount. YOUR JOB IS TO FIND OUT WAT IS (if there is any...)THE DIFFERENCE IN THESE TWO TYPE OF RECOUNT. hopefully this small exercise will let you understand the tiny little tricks that politicians in taiwan use to mislead the public. answer will either be posted when 3 ppl left their comments (call it motivation) or when i feel like giving it (which means it is when i am bored... MUAHAHA)
hey.... received ALOT of hits over the past 2 days... eh... is it coz ppl want to see how i "retaliate" back at alanna after wat i said in her comment box?? well.... i swear it is not a publicity stunt to generate more hits to my site... but i am afraid i won't be doing any reply to tat issue anymore. well... not directly anywae. why?
1. coz i am very sick. very very sick. since last thursday i have been suffering from bad throat (actually it is inflammation of the whole breathing area... from the nose all the way down... coz i am not breathing properly oso...) plus fever and NOSE BLEED... quite bad... esp the throat part... just killing me until very bad mood nowadays... and not to mention cannot focus properly... so in this current state of mine, i dun think i would want to do any serious respond. lest i do something too silly and say things tat offend people which i have no intention of offending.
2. saw wat alanna just did coming. nonono... this is not saying tat alanna always PMS (she does... but not like this lah...) when we "argue" and end the "arguement" this way by keeping quiet. nonono... but as i was reading her responses. i think some of the opinions she said is way to personal for me to comment. i mean DUH lah... of course she is saying how she feel n such... wat i mean is that her opinion on the things being said concerns certain values which i totally cannot agree with sometimes... but i think it is suicidal if i am to try to make comments about those values thru such a mean (i.e. thru blogging....) plus besides being useless, it invites more confrontation. For me, i have no problem if someone tell me how messed up i am (i am messed up. I NOE. but whether i do anything abt it is totally another issue...). i even have no problem if someone stand in the middle of the crowd and declare tat i am the biggest asshole in the world. (note: i MIGHT be the biggest asshole in the world, but i DO NOT... i repeat i DO NOT have the biggest asshole in the world.). but if tat same person were to do that in front of my parents, post it in some newspaper, or is someone i dun even noe, then i will be really pissed. ok... having said tat abt myself (erm... coz this is still my blog afterall wat.... WAKE UP!!!) i think i will not want to make such "challenge" to alanna here. i am pretty sure with the open mind she has, she won't mind. but i do. and it is my blardy time and effort so I DO WAT I WISH. call it excuse call it wateva shit, i dun care. but this is wat I THINK. and i am sticking with it.
so there you go, the two main reason y you will not see more abt alanna's 3.8 issue here anymore. but, i did say that i will wish to touch on some of the issues being raised in some capacity some other time. so yeap... more crap shit coming ya way. arigato!!!
Conspiracy between Me n Azwan... it's da SOGGY BOTTOM BOYS!!! haha... this is such erm... "irritating" song tat just stucks in your head... HAHAHA... next time must go get the AZWAN version man!! hahah
ok.... i apologise like tris said... prob misread the part on self improvement and maintaining the score... but then if you read your newest reply hor... somethings just dun make sense you noe... you noe how long it takes me to read n trying to figure out what you were trying to say? let's just say that i make reading axelrod and keohane's articles feels like reading enid blyton's... but anywae...
tat sentence i said, upon re-reading it, has alot of fallacies, but guess it is not meant to stand by itself and should be read with a larger context. 3.8 is NOT a bad score by any degree... i dunnoe how tat work in NUS, but any grade above 3.5 is FANTASTIC. and onli singaporeans will lament on the fact that they are not longer a 4.0... so, if you had studied hard, and got 3.8 instead of 4.0, you SHOULD NOT feel bad or THINK it is a bad score. coz it is not. so the problem here is, you say
"I haven't satisfied myself whatsoever by scoring that result, even though I put in my effort, doesn't that kind of translate into I feel not good?"
so da pt is, THAT result is good, there is no reason for feeling sad. on one hand you are trying to say that 3.8 is not miserable but on the other hand, you refer to it as a prove/result of you dun having a mind to study, and on the THIRD HAND/limb/wateva... you wish to maintain it still. ok... so maybe for a low-achiever like me this make no sense to me... a lameass RI houseTshirt once read "A Hero's Vision is a coward's dream" so is this the case here? you are not satisfied with 3.8, you must go for tat 4.0... that 0.2 is so important to you since it matters to the society, it matters to you? i REALLY REALLY hope that the quest for 4.0 is coz of self improvement and not for others. but... you need to do a better job in convincing me that it is a case of the former...
social expectation. sorry girly, but you oledi outta it liao. want to meet social expectation? doing ARTS is hohoho... SUCH A FABULOUS WAY to try to meet social expectations baby... go do biotech, or engineering, or law or wateva... but arts? seriously... so you think you can meet social expectation by getting a 4.0 in a faculty that is oledi not within social expectation and full of false stereotype forced onto it? seeking redemption? or is it more ok to do a 3.8 in engineering and that if you set your sight on 3.8 in arts then you are just sinking in deeper and zhi gan duo luo?? can't you see how silly this whole situation is? not trying to be some crusader out to break all social norms and silly rules, but well... no way that is gonna get me down oso... so wat do you mean by a mediocre job? or rather, wat do you want to be a non-mediocre job? mediocre or not medicore is all depending on you... or is it by society?? when you see some dude you ALWAYS fight with in a soccer match becoming a prez scholar, does tat make you feel lesser and that he/she doing polisci in Yale or Harvard makes your degree less shiny n prestigous? oh yeah... ask any uncle aunty in singapore and they will tell you tat's the case. coz you are always in that tiny island seeing the same old ppl along orchard and everywhere you go wat. it is like seeing aunties comparing their kids about their latest test score. why? coz that is their tiny little world, the onli person they can compare to. do you see where i am going with this arguement? girly... singapore is NOT the world not THE society. dun say coz you are singaporean and this is your country blah blah blah... open your eyes man. China, india, peru and mexico dun exist onli in your idiotbox hor...
see... the bulk of this arguement i am doing here is on the blardy social expectation part. coz i think tat is the part tat is dragging you down. so damn those quitter/stayer arguement, this is the age of globalisation and the world outside is being challenged by new level of social standards and you are still worrying about satisfying the singaporean social standard? i would seriously worry if i do have any practical skill or attitude when i go into the job mkt man... or if i have any practical experience or the flexibility to catch on the latest trend in this world (you noe how stubborn and deadbrain i am). if i have a 3.8, i have more important things to worry about and lose my sleep over. hmm.... again, this reply sure like swiss cheese. so waiting for you to strike back lor... haha... dun disappoint me!!! *EVIL*
Me: so i heard *name hidden to protect individual* is in law
Alanna: yeah
Me: hohohoho
Alanna: where you hear from?
Me: *another name hidden so tat this individual will not be hurt by the previous individual... considering the 1st person's destructive nature... MUAHAHAH*
Alanna: HAIYAH
Alanna: actually you crush her very long already right
Alanna: please lah
Alanna: just come back and ask her out
Alanna: then settle lah, k
such bitter sweat memory... reminds me of what i had and how beautifully i crushed wat i had... i look back at some of the girls i liked and was crazy about... the one in pri sch still the same, but no longer my type... the one in sec 4 is not TAT pretty after all... i think onli those girls i had crush on in RJ were still pretty fantastic... maybe after a certain age your judgement of beauty more or less fixed liao... so hmm... i dun think the korean chic eunice which francis is crazy about is pretty... i dun think ANY of the girls TH is hanging out with is even remotely chio... no one in twsa can really make the cut (one of them made it for like a mth... but after i recovered from the shock, erm... then no more lor...) hmm... seriously speaking lah... meet many nice girls here lah.. cute? yes... but chio? pretty? no.... not really... of course now in an ang mo uni, you see girls wearing more revealing stuff... mroe shapely n such, so turn on? yes... but onli physically, not emotionally though.
one major emotion turn on i had. after leaving RJ to NJ, i went back for this guitar concert. was at the concourse getting tix or something like tat when i saw SLS and D sitting on this table outside the PRJC's office... long hair, smiley cheeful cute and pretty face, RJ tshirt plus green skirt and nice long legs. erm... refering to SLS of course... Miss D erm... leg not as long... can you imagine how tat felt? she look so carefree and sweet man. putting her hand on the table to support her body leaning foward and swing her legs like a pendulum and never for a second losing that adorable smile from her face. now... tat is wat i call an emotional turn on. her skirt is not say very short... ok maybe relative to her leg it is... but nonetheless, that level of KAWAII-ness and sweetness is unbeatable and just totally makes you melt and warms your heart.
but tat is just one of the major turn ons i had lah... hmmm.... haven't really have one for a long time really. the ones i had nowadays are probably like fake orgasm. MUAHAHAHAHA... like i say, nice girls... awesome personality for some of them... but erm... really no emotional turn on... how sad... not sad for the girls... sad for me... maybe i am losing tat LOVIN FEELING man... hahaha. hmm... actually not farni... very cynical nowadays. very very very cynical........
btw, i just got the reply abt the inquiry i sent to tat office recommended... and wat i said was correct... you add 20 dollar on top of the visa cost...
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All info is in the Form-1, either manual or thru on-line. The later is better which prompts you for all options and will calculate for you, also assign a Service ID for following step processing and tracking. - If you have not tried that, strongly recommend you to do that.
All info is the same in manual form as well, but it gives no Service ID for tracking.
Costwise, 6 month multi-entry is $100 to Visa Office; $19.95 to ChinaServices.us
Other options:
2-day DHL shipping $9.90
Pay by check: $2
btw, the person replying to me is call Zheng, Lianggen... the girl i offended is also a Zheng... ooops... i think it is the father... ouch... dun kill me uncle... wat a day... WAT A DAY!!!!!!
oh man... and the taiwantank strikes AGAIN!!! and this time, i offended this girl that i hardly know... wow... i am good... i am so proud to be an asshole going around offending ppl... and yeah... i am laughing abt it coz i am such an asshole!! MUAHAHAHAHAH... well... basically this girl informed the GIEU team abt this agency that her dad works in (or is he owning it?!?! shit... i dun even remember...) and suppose to handle the whole visa to china application with onli 20 bucks. the most basic visa to china will cost 50 if you apply to the chinese consulate yourself... so if it is like 20 buck like she said then it is a freaking good deal rite? so i went on and try to do a mock application lor... and the grand total listed 169.95 (i applied for the multiple entry in 12 mth thingy... ) which includes both the 20 dollar service charge to the company ON TOP of the 150 buck paying to the chinese embassy.... so... without much thinking... i just email the rest of the grp and her abt wat i just found out and made this really lame joke about whether the 20 dollar listed is a special GIEU price we are getting... well... judging from the email she replied to me (only to me and not to the other ppl in the GIEU group...) she wasn't so please... oooops... so fun... actually i've met her b4 during the GIEU orientation... quite a nice girl... but neva tok much... but still... wat can i said... a person offended is a person offended... yeah baby!! the tank did it again!!! YEAH!!! so proud of myself...
Roughly 5 more weeks before semester ends and exams start, 6 more till everything ends and 7 more b4 heading home.
grades suck... and apparently... mart is oso suffering from that... why the F are we scoring A and B+ on non concentration classes but freaking B- and C grades on courses tat really matter?! holy smoke... this is puking sick... shit man... sometime i just wanna sleep in my bed the whole day, watch movie the whole day and dun give a flying fuck about everything. weak mental strength eh? sigh... i need to take a shower to chill and go back to my blardy econ MT2 prep which has like one more week to go... life's a bitch... isn't it!?
You're a Cool BF!
You're a lot of fun to hang out with and all the ladies can see that. You've got your priorities straight and can juggle both the GF and the buds. Stick to the smooth moves and you'll continue to be a guy that's in high demand.
girls... i am pretty sure you noe wat to do now after seeing this. dun miss out on the best thing that is eva gonna happen in your life ok!??!?! MUAHAHAHHAHA
2 things to blog about. Taiwan election and the Mindef search on 3 robbers in Tekong.
320 will be the day taiwanese go into ballot box and vote for the 2nd time, our own president. the act of us, being able to vote for our own leader is a sign of a fullblown democracy and one that many of us are proud of. or are we? i have serious doubts when it comes to the maturity of the taiwanese population politically and the development of the political arena in taiwan.
i saw this video when i was back in RI. a history class showing us some rallies that was held during Hitler's reign in Nazi germany. the participation, the passion and the absolute fervor that was being displayed during those rallies were astonishing. it really sends a chill down my spin coz these people, voted in a leader thru democratic means, this leader, gave them job, gave them welfare and make them so nationalistic about themselves, their country, that they end up committing such crimes. one can probably blame everything to hitler, on how he was able to manipulate the people n all tat. but the people itself cannot claim to be totally guiltfree oso. the fact that they were so easily manipulated and gullible cannot be use to say that it is not their fault?
switch the focus back to present. and we look at the political scene in taiwan. 228 we witness something really spectacular. 313 we saw something in tat capacity again. it was unbelievable. how ppl get mobilised under some political slogan. how everyone was just so into it and obsessed about it. i ask, is this an act of a matured democracy? an act of a developed political scene? i doubt so. yeah sure, we see demonstration everywhere in places like US and EU countries. people speaking out their agenda n such. but here, we saw a campaign that has its focus on ethnicity difference? wtf, ethnicity? it is a ethnicity difference that is crafted out and split apart by politicians out to divide n segregated. to see taiwanese being divided and segregated politically by "ethnic" line is very heartaching. i remember the days when things were so much simplier. i could play and chat with neighbour kids that were of "different" ethnic. yet suddenly, all the hatred towards, all the suspicions of and all the crimes that "mainland-taiwanese" commited surfaced. suddenly everyone remembered. the best way to forgive n forget someone, something is by setting aside a day to "commenmorate" the occasion?!??! i say that is bullshit. i am not suggesting that we should bury the crimes commited in the past. but then i also question the wisdom of digging up such thing and wat good will it achieve for the public. i am not tokking about the politicians, i am tokking abt the public. a divided population on an island facing threats from a big enemy a strait away? dun bother to try to convince me that is a wise decision. while watching those video clips on the 228 event, i can't help but see so much similarities between that video and those nazi rallies i saw... most of those interviewed in the video mentioned that they are here to show their pride for the country and want to tell mainland to buzz off and such... yet you could see the camera deliberatedly avoiding other political slogans that were present... slogans tat were political, nth nationalistic about them and yet, things saw by those that attended the event. it sickens me. there is a reason why ppl say politics is dirty. and i cannot deny that even though i am a political science student. the more i learn. the more i study. the more i see, i really feel very disheartened. this is my country. my homeland. and yet, the people on that island behaves in a way that i really can't say i am very proud of. probably sound egoistic to some, but can't help but have this feeling of "everyone is drunk, onli i am concious n sober" maybe that is the advantage of me not being on the island all these while. i saw things from outside. i gathered info from outside. probably can be excused of not "sharing the pain" with those tat actually lived on the island. but i doubt if those rich politicians with their big fat cars and bank account could either if you wanna follow tat logic.
which brings me to something personal. see, i am all interested about politics. i really wanna go back and do something for the country. but then i look at the place, the people and the situation. and i question how and wat the hell am i suppose to do? yeah sure, all the passion, all that enthusiasm and all that FIRE man!! but seriously to jump into a basket full of rotten apple and try to fix things and expect yourself not to get dirty?! how i wish tat would be possible. but i guess i dun have THAT much passion to have such wishful thinking of tat happening. even then, there is really no clear political lines draw. yeah we have a blue, we hav a green. so? who is left who is right? what do they really stand for on issues? everything is just messed up with no clear focus. it is like one party try to do something, then the other party will try to counter it n such... political stand switch everytime, all the time just so that one party is opposing the other. to me, tat is just weird and screwd up. and you call this a matured political scene? hohoho... i dun think so...
anywaez... i need to quickly wrap things up b4 going back to my work... yesh... the manhunt for those damn robbers in tekong. i think this is gonna be interesting. NSAF train so much on tat piece of land. so i am really waiting to see how effective those army men really are. catching them at your own backyard, if you gonna have difficulties, then i feel really sad for singapore... MUAHAHAH... take care folks
p.s. bought next yr's football season ticket n actively looking for off campus housing for fall 2004
nee kurumi
kono machi no keshiki ha kimi no me ni
dou utsuru no?
ima no boku ha dou mieru no?
tell me, walnut
What do you see looking at this city
How do I look to you now?
nee kurumi
dareka no yasashisa mo hiniku ni kikoeteshimaun da
sonna toki dou shitara ii?
tell me, walnut
When I start to hear the sarcasm in someone's kindness
What am I to do?
yokatta koto dake omoidashite
yake ni toshioita kimochi ni naru
to ha ie kurashi no naka de
ima ugokidasou to shiteiru
haguruma no hitotsu ni naranakute ha naa
kibou no kazu dake shitsubou ha fueru
soredemo asu ni mune ha fureru
'donna koto ga okorun darou?'
souzou shitemirun da yo
Remembering only the good times
though it makes me feel like I've aged a sum
But you gotta be one of the gears
trying to get turning
You can have only as much despair as you have hope.
but still, my heart trembles at the thought of the future
'what's going to happen?'
I try to imagine.
nee kurumi
jikan ga nanimokamo araitsuresattekurereba
ikiru koto ha jitsu ni tayasui
tell me, walnut
If time will eventually wash it all away
then life must be a simple affair.
nee kurumi
are kara ha ichido mo namida ha nagashitenai yo
demo honki de warau koto mo sukunai
tell me, walnut
since then I haven't cried once
but, neither have I had many good laughs
dokoka de kakechigaetekite
ki ga tsukeba hitotsu amatta botan
onaji you ni shite dareka ga
moteamashita botanho-ru ni
deau koto de imi ga dekita nara ii
deai no kazu dake wakare ha fueru
soredemo kibou ni mune ha fureru
jyuujiro ni dekuwasu tabi
mayoi mo suru darou kedo
Somewhere I did up the buttons wrong,
by the time I notice, there's one button leftover
and similarly one button hole, in need of a button
If you find meaning in finding someone then fine
you can have only as many partings
as you do encounters
still my heart trembles at the thought of hope.
everytime I encounter a crossroads
I'll fret over which way to go but...
ima ijyou wo itsumo hoshigaru kuse ni
kawaranai ai wo motome utau
sou shite haguruma ha mawaru
kono hitsuyou ijyou no futan ni
gishigishi nibui oto wo tatenagara
kibou no kazu dake shitsubou ha fueru
soredemo asu ni mune ha fureru
'donna koto ga okorun darou?'
souzou shitemiyou
deai no kazu dake wakare ha fueru
soredemo kibou ni mune ha fureru
hikikaeshicha ikenai yo ne
susumou kimi no inai michi no ue he
Eventhough I want more than I have now
I sing for an unchanging love
that's what makes the gears turn
with the burden of more than I need,
making a dull grinding sound
you can have only as much despair as you do hope
and still my heart trembles
at the thought of the future
"what's going to happen?"
let's imagine
you can have only as many partings
as you do encounters
and still my heart trembles at the thought of hope
guess there's no turning back,
so I'll go on, to a road without you.
yet another very cute article... i chose the main meaty part... love the description man... i am pretty sure last time at home all our parents SURE got complain one... i personally know that my dad use to wake up with bruises all over the body and i need to have seperate blanket to WRAP ME UP when i go sleep with them when i was in pri sch in taiwan (onli in taiwan coz the bed is bigger... the bed in singapore is onli queen size... but the one in taiwan is this HUUUUGE big traditional bed tat even now can fit the 3 of us!!! heehee)
how much is too much? should ppl say what is appropriate? or say what is necessary? how do you put ideas across to people when being tactful dun seems to get the msg across, and yet you do not want to come across as being a MOTHERFUCKING dictator and trying to boss around and throw your weight around?
am i piss? a little. why? not because of what happened. but because of what HAD ALWAYS HAPPENED. i am sick of always turning out to be THE BAD guy. always playing the devil's advocate. always the loud lao lian guy, who is insensitive to other ppl's feeling. yeah of course, there are a million ways of doing the job rite. and i am pretty sure from the reactions, i screw it up again. yet again, i come across as being overbearing, commanding and dictatorial?
who am i piss with? no one but myself. and i am not saying this just so that i do not offend anyone else. i have no fucking problem with offending anyone and making enemies. i will no go kiss the ass of someone i dun like, or kick my own ass when it is someone else's ass tat deserves to be kicked. i am angry with myself coz i have failed again. failed again to be able to adjust myself according to what a new team needs. did i make a concious effort to change? yes i do. but yet i failed. i am loud. yes, no doubt abt that, but tat is onli coz i grew up living on the 3rd floor of my house and i always have to communicate with the rest of my family who is either on the 2nd floor or on the first floor. so naturally i tok in a way that is like shouting. but that is no excuse, i dun have the fucking privilege or the right to go tell ppl or limit ppl on their way of judging me. "hey, plz forgive me for my loud voice, i am not shouting, i am just loud naturally and use to tokking this way." if i again make ppl think that i am shouting my way around, bossing my way around, and barking at ppl just because i have a fucking miserable point, then i am the biggest fucking idiot in the world.
am i angry? am i piss? wat the fuck is going on? dun ask me. i am not gonna give you a fucking answer, i dun owe you one, wat am i gonna do about this? it is only my business and my concern. might very well go fuck myself over it, cry the shit outta myself or wateva. but fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. not in a good mood, so dun come near me. i am placing a 24 hr online ban effective now till tuesday morning 1.30am. and i ain't gonna pick up phone calls that i has nth to do with sch work. if i see you on the st, dun bother to wave or say hi. coz i ain't gonna reply. coz that's just the way i am.
-- pretty true oso... i like to do dangerous things by myself... like to step away from it all and smirk and sneer at the stupidity of mankind (and myself at the same time...)
-- not necessary play the good guy, i have no problem playing the bad guy at all... but like always, dun eva try to push your luck too far or you'll be sorry...
have this feeling that i am going all excited over things while the main player involve is like can't be bothered. or maybe it is just that women work on a different mechanism. took the effort to explain to her the need and urgency of doing things and focusing on certain issues, yet after i did all the work and preparations and waiting for her to press the button, she give me one liner style reply which essentially tells me that she has better things to worry about. kinda depressing isn't it? or am i just over reacting? or maybe i am not, coz i am really doing this outta charity, goodwill and not getting anything in return. this is a problem as always, i do all the hard shit work and no one appreciate and becomes so dispensable that the work i done is happily ignored. and why won't it be? afterall, i did this outta my own initiative, i am not getting paid or rewarded for doing this, it cost ppl absolutely nth to use my service, so why won't ppl just free-riding on me eh?! imaging having two plates of food in front of you, one given to you free, while the other you paid like 10 bucks for. both taste equally tasty but yet different, which one would you finish down to the last bit if you can onli choose one?! most ppl would probably go for the one tat he/she paid for coz more is at stake and put into it for it to be there. while the other? it is there, it is free, it cost nth from you. so why not giving it less priority!!?!? haha... maybe i just have this thing for being abused and used for unappreciated work eh?! i'm luving it!!!
on a lighter note maybe... i think i should really ace my poli sci 365. if i dun get a grade higher than B+, i will be tremendously disappointed. let's just leave the statement as it is for now. take care ppl!! and remember to leave feedbacks
hmm... i have been getting quite some hits and from various different places too!!! wow... there are ppl out there who like to read crap!! MUAHAHAHA... hmm.. airtix bought oledi, so now just waiting for its arrival. things need to do now are to go get my VISA to china, contact my mom so tat she can settle the tix to china asap and figure out wat the heck i am suppose to do when i go back...
beautifully blown up my econ 310, econ 402 n polisci 368. econ 402 maybe can be explained, coz i was really onli half prepared. but econ 310 n polisci 368 was just disgusting. not expecting an A, but to get this kind of grade is just... argh... disappointing. no, i neva rely only on last minute mugging. preps for these 2 subs esp went back like a week before. and picked up pace like 3 days b4... polisci if you really gonna analyze, probably coz i neva go indepth enuff in my analysis and neva draw enuff examples in my arguement, most of them are my own examples which prof lemke could not fault me for so i guess it was the in depth part. think i should kick myself just a little. then econ 310? i hand written all my notes, prepared and memorised wat i tot was necessary and reread the lecture notes... even after the exam, i tot i did pretty ok for the MCQ at least, the 2 essay onces, i am sure the methods were correct, the right formulas were used, but they just dun seems to give me nice numbers (i.e. the numbers make sense, but they are not the ones that the qn wanted...) so i tot at least can have the method marks... then... BOMBED... shit man... give me a freaking B- i dun mind, but to to get a BOMB? hmm... i am alittle depress... ok... really depress...
dunnoe wat the fuck i am doing half the time nowadays, it is like i am just standing still as the world zoom past me... or maybe it is like me just being dragged along using a collarchain by time... not knowing wat exactly i wanna do in life or where i wanna go. or maybe i do... and it is just a case of me not wanting to try hard enuff for it. in another word, i am daydreaming my life away and trying to lead my life down a dream that i am not working hard enuff for. in another word... leading my life down the dump. but it is so easy to give up, so easy to just slack and watch the world go past, so easy to blame things like fate, circumstance, others and everything but myself for the current dump i am in.
is this the same feeling i had when i first went to RI? is this wat ppl call the false sense of me having "arrived"? that being overseas, seeing wat i feel is so much, experiencing what few others had, and being in a institution like UofM, that i start to get complacent, that i feel there is nth more in life to strive for? or is this really a sense of me really not knowing wat to do next? erm... grad sch? wat do i wanna do in grad sch? public policy or MBA? then wat abt career? thinktank job? but is politics really the shit for me? sometimes i just get so sick with wat i see in society nowadays... ok... correction, i get so sick with wat i see in the society ALL THE TIME!! so now wat? me out to change the world one man at a time? seriously... does anyone see me doing that?!?! or maybe... i can just get a miserable desk job, so unglam, so low timer, but sufficient to make a living, no need to go hungry, and support my parents. if tat's the kind of life i wanna have, then why am i doing all these? why is there a need to push myself so hard? can't i just lead life take its course?!?!
haha.. where's the fighting spirit man?!?!?! this just ain't tankish enuff rite?!?! hahaha... this is not hte first time such thoughts occur to me and gets me all moody... and most of the time, the advice i get is that i should tackle wat's at hand, do my best and finish wateva task in sight with my best ability so that at the end of it, i have no regret and having achieved something, i can then look forward to other things in life. i think such kind of statements does have its sense. but then again, with graduation in sight, i am just lost. very lost. i probably am thinking way too much for my own good. or maybe i am just sulking coz of my grades and using this excuse exercise as a form of escapism from the shit i have to face in reality.
no matter which way you look at it, i need help. as always eh? and lots of it..................
Doing this for a bro of mine, Jon Uglyman Lau.... Jon is really a talented musician. Last time he got perform in the sec 2 end of yr concert and i believe he did so again in the RJ prom nite. pls read below!!!
hey guys this is pretty embarrasing but i posted
some songs on the net so could you take a listen
and give some feedback? and can you help me ask
all your friends on the net to take a look at the
songs and give some feedback as well so i can
improve? basically the url is
http://www.soundclick.com/bands/6/munyew.htm
and if you end up in the soundclick homepage just
search for munyew under alternative bands.
Please do listen to my stuff and spread around.
And feel free to criticise ruthlessly.
Thanks guys.
Just for your general knowledge...
AA = american airline
CI = china airline
DL - delta airline
DTW = Detroit Wayne Airport
ORD = Chicago Airport (i think it is call O'Hare or something... at first i tot i am flying to ORlandDo... which is really going the wrong way...)
SFO = San Francisco
TPE = Taipei
SIN = duh...
ATL = Atlanta
well... since i am doing this after 2 years... i guess all these transits in one shot won't be tat bad... hopefully... and yeah... i guess this way it is more fitting that i shall call it a world tour eh? coz for my June trip to Shanghai, i will have to transit in Bangkok oso... heehee... world tour baby!!! WORLD TOUR!!!
p.s. i think they kinda screw up my ticketing abit... tix suppose to be US$830 but somehow they email and ask me to pay like 970 instead... and also the timing of some of these flights are abit weird... 15 min flight from Detroit to Chicago? wat kind of flight is tat? are we gonna leave the atmosphere, then nose dive all the way down to Chicago? (can't really think of any other way tat one can get to Chicago in such short time... 30 min is more like it... normal driving time is 4.5 hr... My Greyhound ride to St Louis which went to Chicago first took about 6 hrs... Satchi made it there in 3 (to) n 3.5 (back)... while Mr Kelvin Lee.... 2.5.... dun ask...)
May 4th -- Depart Detroit for Taiwan
May 5th -- May 12th Taiwan
May 12 -- June 5th Singapore
June 5th -- July 4th Shanghai
July 4th -- July 14th Singapore II
July 14 -- July 28th Taiwan II
July 28 -- Depart Taiwan for Detroit
More hardcore details to come once i get them finalised. be good, stay tuned and miss ya guys as always!!!
Sianz... nothing better to do... term started... in between class... midterm and papers due soon... feel i need to blog something... life has been exciting and boring and everything as usual but not quite... everyday is a wonder, everyday is an experience and everyday i feel more lost in this world. hohoho... welcome to the real world baby!!!
1. Name: Liu Yen-Lin (DAVID)
2. Birthday: 5th July 1983
3. Age: turning 21 soon... BOOZELAND HERE I COME!!!
4. Hair Color: black
5. Eye Color: black
6. Nationality: taiwanese
7. Sex: M
8. Height: 174cm
9. Weight: 75kg
10. Where were you born?: Taoyuan Provincial Hospital
11. If you were born the opposite sex, what would your name be?(if you know): Liu Yen-Lin (Nancy) --- my chinese name girly enuff and my mom like to name me after someone she noe... and the onli female she noe with a angmo name then will be my aunt nancy so there... not difficult to figure my mom out!! heehee
Family
12. Brothers or Sisters?: younger sister
13. How many?: 1
14. Names?: Liu Kuan-I (pronounce as yi2 and not the english way of pronouncing I)
15. Who's your favorite?: can i choose?
16. Who's your least favorite?: when she start to be an asshole again...
17. If you're an only child...do you want any brothers or sisters?: NA
18. Parents/Guardians name?: Chi-Tsai & Li Man
19. Who's your favorite?: cannot choose
20. Do you like your family?: yes... no matter wat it may appears to be
21. If you could, whose parents would you have?(out of your friends): Just mine, thanks.
22. If you could, whose brothers/sisters would you have?(same): i am satisfied with wat i have
Friends/Enemies
23. Best friend(s)?: you noe who you are
24. What do you have in common with them(or he/she)?: being truthful with each other and no need to put up a front
25. What do you like to do with them?: everything
26. Most trustworthy: i trust them with my life and i am ready to give up mine for them
27. Funniest: they are all crazy
28. Dumbest: they are all dumbasses
29. Smartest: i dun make friend with smart ppl... MUAHAHAHAH... jk...
30. Best Laugh: best laugh is one tat come rite from the heart and they all do
31. Best Smile: as above
32. Best Eyes: neva notice... not gay
33. Funnest to be with: kk... been pretty vague so i will just be specific here... mike n ah meng of course... 3 of us always hang out for so many years oledi... do so many crazy shit that probably won't be possible in a larger crowd.. but then again... going out with friend is always fun in one way or another so well...
34. If you woke up one morning and one of your legs were gone...who would you call first?: Jason Chen Yong Sheng... you STUPID god of thief betta return my leg back... MUAHAHAHAH... if not... AMBULANCE LAH YOU IDOT!!!!
35. Who's the person you talk to most on the phone?: rite now, my mom and my grandma... satchi quite abit... the TWSA triplets are catching up...
36. Do you have any friends that you have never seen?: yeah... carmen electra, tara reid n etc...
37. Who do you see the most?: Satchi n Mike Tsao (work n class/tzuching...)
38. Who have you known the longest?: MUAHAHA... Ngao Wuren and Armhawan Darsono... since primary sch... WOOT!!!
39. Who's your worst enemy?: [names changed to protect the innocent ie, me]
40. What don't you like about them?: as above
41. Was he/she your friend before?: as above
42. Are they a dumbass?: as above
43. Did they do something to you, or do you just not like them cause of their stupidity?: as above
Love Life
44. Do you have a crush?: crush is the onli thing in my love life
45. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no
46. What is their name?: THEY?!?! shit... who is the one tat leaked?!?! oh well... tat goes my goody goody image... aiyo... carmen, tara, kyoko etc... MUAHAHAH
47. How long have you liked them?: wheneva i feel horny?!?!?!?! siao.... refuse to answer
48. How long have you been going out?: ...........
49. Are you really in to them? or Are you just eh?: nah... just physical man... MUAHHAHAHA... wtf... i hate talking abt this topic...
50. What do you like about them?: la la la
51. Do you think you'll last?: itsy dipsy po lala!!!
52. (for crushes) Do you think they like you?: nope... dun think they even acknowledge my existance
53. Do you think you'll ever go out?: yeah... we went out b4... but dun think she thought much of it and coz i act too cool and bo chap...
54. Have you gone out in the past?: yeah
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55. Color: green black white, blue n maize, yellow and now it is red more n more
56. Food: i eat everything... as long as my vegetarian diet allows
59. Solo Artist: Wu Bai, David Tao... like alot lahz...
60. Number: 1(got this number when playing interhouse number and it has been my lucky playing number ever since),7,18,99
61. Letter: F?!??! dunnoe...
62. Word: ????... i am a man of few words...
63. Swear Word: i curse too much... (according to the great "psychologist" Mr Jwong... cursing is a sign of insecurity...)
64. Song: rite now i am listening to tat irritating flower song by SMAP
65. Day of the week: Fridays
67. Month: July... coz it is nice and warm and my bday is then
68. Year: 2000 was DA YEAR BABY!!!
69. Age you were: sweet 17
70. Season: summer... always has been... always will be... alanna.. come sch here in michigan for ONE WEEK... and you will start to hate snow... MUAHAHAH
71. Fruit: i just eat wateva tat looks appealing to me...
72. Veggie: my onli diet now...
73. Ice Cream: chocolate chips, coffee and vanilla
74. Movie: Godfathers
75. Junk Food: Anything on offer in kroger or meijer (these are supermkts...)
76. Cartoon: I PROUDLY DECLARE THAT I CAN NEVA GROW UP COZ I AM A CARTOON FREAK!!!!
77. T.V Show: anything tat is on when i sit in front of it
78. Reality Show: they are great comedies
79. Celebrity(including musicians and actors/actresses): Always liked Andy Lau
This or That
80. Chocolate/Vanilla: Vanilla
81. Punk/Pop: Punk
82. Rap/RnB: RnB
83. Milk/Chocolate Milk: Milk.
84. Computer/Laptop: Computer
85. Nsync/BSB: refuse to answer... not gay
86. Green Day/Blink 182: Blink 182
87. Tupac/Eminem: Eminem... Tupac has really great tunes and beat... but i just can't accept a jewelry loaded dude singing about how horrible his ghetto life is... sorry homies it just ain't suppose to be this way
88. Britney/Christina: i like both when naked
89. Black/White: both can do
90. Dark/Light: Light
91. Blue/Red: Blue more
92. Pink/Baby-blue: who created this gayshit questionaire?
93. Short/Tall: TALL.
94. Phone/Instant Messanger: Phone... i like to hear ppl's voice
95. T.V./Computer: computer.
96. Movie/T.V.: movie... alanna... you can dl movies of the net for free ya noe!?!?! MUAHAHA
97. Mall/Department Stores: anything...
98. AIM/AOL: AIM sucks... but then again... i have quite some hotties on tat list so...
99. 10/100: wtf?!?!?!
100. Internet/Encyclopedia: Net
101. Home/School: Home. z_Z
102. Country/Classical: classical... not a redneck...
103. New York/California: NEW YORK ROCKS!!! probably gonna go there again later this year by myself... tired of travelling with others...
104. Batman/Superman: batman... i like superheros tat is more down to earth... and i have this thing for special gadgets... heehee
105. Half Empty/Half Full: half full.
106. Day/Night: Night.
107. January/June: June.
108. Christmas/Valentines Day: XMAS!
Have You Ever
109. Drank Alcohol: yep
110. Smoked: No
111. Gotten Drunk: hmm... you asking ME?!!?
112. Gotten High: on drugs? no. other things? yes.
113. Dyed Your Hair: decolorising count or not ah?!
114. Kissed the Same Sex: no comment... and jon lau plz shuddup
115. Thought about Killing yourself: yup.
116. Hated yourself: who hasn't?
117. Liked someone way older than you: just crushes... last time in RI got wat... we all love Miss Soh!!!
118. Liked someone way younger than you: just crushes (well... since i am 1yr older than everyone from my batch... so whoeva tat i liked last time in RJ or NJ are all younger than me techinically...)
119. Broken a Bone: all the time...
120. Had Surgery: i had a breast implant!!!
121. Talked to Strangers: yes.
122. Ran Away From Home: yesh
123. Did the opposite your parents told you to do/not to do: isn't tat wat we are suppose to do?!!?!?
124. Sang in public: yes.
125. Worn a Dress: yes. dun ask...
126. Worn a Tie: yesh
127. Worn a Suit: not that i can remember. probably did when i was really young...
128. Gotten in to a physical fight: OH YEAH BABY!!! BRING IT ON YOU MOTHERF*CKER!!!
129. Hurt someone emotionally: i am suppose to be pretty good at tat...
130. Hurt someone physically: oh come on... dun be a wuss (and yeah... i got to cane tris and liangwei on stage in front of their parents!!! *EVIL*!)
131. Made someone cry: yes... i am pretty good at doing tat
132. Said you loved someone: yes... dun think she heard me saying tat... MUAHAHAH
133. Said you hated someone: probably did... i say bullcrap all the time...
134. Talked to a stuffed animal: they will get lonely if no one tok to them wat...
135. Talked to yourself: lots!
136. Driven a car: HELL YESH!!!! record of 5 hr baby!!!!
137. Danced in public: mass dance lor...
138. Danced when no one was looking: shake ya booty!!!
139. Sang when no one was looking: all the time
Other Questions I Seemed to Forget.
140. Do you believe in Love: sometimes...
141. Love at first sight? when i'm being romantic, yes. when i'm pmsy, no.
142. Your Definition of Love: animal lusting?!?!? MUAHAHAHA
143. Your definition of a true friend: we bro, we cool, we dun hide, i die for you anytime etc...
145. Do you go to church: not recently. i have no problem going to one even though i am buddhist
146. Favorite Candy: i like junkfood
147. Are you happy you made it here?: kinda... good way of wasting my time and not study...
148. Are you going to send this on?: it's on the blog, just take it peeps!
149. Did you enjoy it?: it's a quiz. what are you asking?
150. Time: half hour or so?
ok folks... thanx 4 reading thus far... and if you had made it thus far... plz make it a pt to utilise the comment box... even if you are posting crap like i do. thanx
